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I....think I should talk with the girl that volunteered to make the picture..

Right. Well, all of those are valid criticisms. I was thinking about somewhat re-working his profile anyway, thanks for the criticism! Although I had no control over the appearance on the picture, as someone made it for me and they stuck it there without my knowledge until they showed me the finished project. Same thing with the Cloudsdale background, it was too late to either change the background or change him into a Pegasus, so I had to rack my brains for an explanation as to how he ended up there.

"I'm much better now, thanks.." Zen offered a small smile and a light sniffle to signify that while she was over all the crying, she was still hurting. ------------------------------------------------------ "Yeah, and I reeeeaaalllly don't wanna go down as the first pony in history to accidentally create a new religion. That'd get me in whole heaps of trouble." Deadpan explained, "Mostly with my roleplayer." he added.

"Yes, the griffons do seem to be ahead of us.." Zen mumbled, shaking her head to clear her thoughts before going to follow the griffons. ------------------------------------------------ "I also think I'd give 'em existential crisis after existential crisis, but hey, maybe I'm wrong." Deadpan chuckled, it seemed he was back to his usual self.

"Thank you, Null, it is quite apparent you haven't had much experience helping ponies yet you still at the very least attempted. That is very commendable of you." Zen sniffled, offering a small smile. -------------------------------------------- "Eeyup. It's what got me fired from being a Kindergarten teacher actually. Used to make the kids depressed." Deadpan chuckled, "That's a lie. I never taught Kindergarten."

"Thank you, Null, I do truly thank you...Even if you don't have experience comforting people." Zen didn't have to read Null's mind to figure that out, the way she spoke was enough to show that. But Zen still appreciated the effort. -------------------------------- ​'Eh, none that I personally believe in. Unless you count the kinda bleak outlook of us just being puppets for some sick creatures' amusement." Deadpan shrugged, "But that's too heavy, even for me."

"Thank you Null, I do appreciate the effort...and, you're right. Nopony should have to go through what I did..." Zen let out a shaky sigh, "That is what lead me to the Monastery..." --------------------------------- "...Nah, humans ain't real." Deadpan whistled, not wanting to get into another debate over that topic.

"Plus, it's actually real." Deadpan grinned mischievously. ----------------------------------- ".....My family....My entire village was slaughtered by Changelings....Every single one...Filly, Foal, Stallion, Mare...I was the only survivor..." Zen blurted out suddenly, though she wasn't stupid enough to say it loud enough for Phyrus to hear, only Null.

"...Well, I apologize. I did not know that.." Zen whispered back, then quickly walked over to Phyrus and put a hoof on....where his shoulder would be if he was a human. "I...know what it's like to lose the people you love...the only difference here is..." Zen let out a shaky sigh, "I know they're all dead..." ---------------------------------- "Can't blame a guy for tryin' to lighten the mood, though, right?"

"Y-Yes, I'm quite alright, thank you Florence...though I must ask if you're uncle is well. He looks rather upset." Zen frowned, "And I do apologize for my outburst. That was...truly unlike me. I assume it was the negative emotions overloading me and the traumatic memories.." --------------------------- "No thanks, the person roleplayin' as me wants to keep us as far out from the main storyline as possible. I'm a comic relief character, after all." Deadpan let out a small chuckle.

"...Not...Not just one...Three...and...they weren't in the hospital. I felt their life forces flow into nature....Those poor ponies...So please...show some respect...for their sake..." Zen mumbled, the 'past' she spoke of clearly resurfacing in memory form, and it was clearly taking its toll. "...I know what its like to lose family..." --------------------------- "Wonder what's got her so upset.." Deadpan murmured.

"Ponies died, and you're talking about how stupid they were." Zen snapped yet again, "Yes, measures could have been taken to prevent this from happening. No, this isn't the first time this town's been attacked. But from what I've heard, this is the first time people have lost their lives! So stop being insensitive jerks and CARE ABOUT SOMEPONY ELSE FOR A CHANGE!" Zen stood, panting, glad to finally have gotten that off her chest. Though she was still frowning. ------------------- "Yeah, that's why I'm doin' it.." he smiled, before his eyes widened..."Woah, somepony's angry...I heard her shouting all the way over here."