i am no victim, i was a criticizing bully, a horrible friend and person.
I am disappointed with myself
i treated a friend badly for having an open relationship
it was not to my norm, i was not accepting
this was last year, i feel terrible for it
i want to apologise
but i doubt it matters
my pride ruined it
i could't realise how terrible i was
until i realised how kind he was
he was a good friend, a nice friend
i want to change
i'm sorry
maybe he'd think i'm apologising now because he's a well known brony in the community
maybe he'll assume i don't mean it because i did not know him for long at the time
maybe he thinks i want to use him for his fame
but it's hard to be genuine when someone will think badly of you
because of their status
and what manipulators can do with it
i'm sorry my friend
please know i am sorry
but you know what, maybe writing this means nothing, maybe i was just another person who wasn't happy with him and he forgot, maybe i'm or actually i'm not important, this is not important maybe it's worthless to try anyways because the world still goes round. I want to make a difference because i care but i doubt it matters here and now...nobody seems to care when you try to make things right, a year later.
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