God Of The Void

Hello Master @Dark Horse. I am feeling extremely unhappy. I had another dream about my fallen Sensei last night, so I'm feeling very emotional. I also found out from my mma colleagues that my so-called friend responsible for his death is wanted for other crimes that he has kept hidden from me for so long. As it turns out he has multiple outstanding warrants, including other murders in the past. I am beyond frightened. He has been sentenced to death. Thank GOD he didn't get me too. All those years together mean nothing and have been wasted on him. And yet I still feel bad for him because a small part of me actually cherished those good memories. I don't know what to think or feel anymore... I could just crawl into a hole right now.

My friend, I am so so sorry. I can only imagine how this must all feel for you. Like some bad nightmare. I understand if you have trouble trusting anybody after this, but please, if there is anything I can do for you or any way to help ease you through this difficult period, you need only ask me. I will support to the best of my ability. Of course, feel free to share within our Life Advice section if you just need some additional shoulders to lean on. I can guarantee that the community will come to your aid.

Stay strong. None of this is your fault, you couldn't have known.

I just can't stop crying... My eyes are in so much pain right now... Maybe I'm just no good at making friends...