That's exactly why NONE of us want you to kill yourself. Were all brothers and sisters from other parents. Sure some people have a better life than us. But it's the challanges that help us reach our goal.
Fine. But it wont do any good. I won't allow you to kill yourself. None of us will. I was an ignorant kid who thought he could get through life being happy 100% of the time. Guess what...That's not how life works.