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I made this for our RP! How Nightmare Moon has the Moon move across the sky! 

Under Eternal Night, Nightmare Moon converted all plants and animals to survive in it, imagine glowing mushrooms and leaves, glowing pollen. All of a deep indigo, purple, or blue color. Through some sort of spell, she keeps the planet warm so it doesn't freeze, using the residual sun's heat to warm the planet up across all angles. So there is no temeprature difference between day and night, the seasons are the same.

My new computer mouse is awesome! 

@LyraLover

Just wrote something you may be interested in. 

https://www.fimfiction.net/story/494193/new-beginnings

Is it really your birthday? You've always been a kind caring soul to me in every moment we talk so I would like to wish you a happy birthday! 

 

@Sovereign Leader Rarity Happy birthday! I hope we can talk soon. I sent you a friend request on discord. *Hugs* 

This is so hard for me to watch, but it is a very important lesson.
 

Fucking people. I can't stand people these days. I'm not going to say what happened just now but I lost a 'friend'. Good riddance. 

I honestly feel like screaming and ripping my hair out. I am so fucking tired of being told what to do and what to think by others.

Any luck with your phone yet? 

Envy is a hell of a thing. Just had some nasty dreams about what it could possibly get to. When things happen I don’t like especially when others don’t recognize my pain, the results aren’t good. Luckily those are just dreams, they will hopefully never happen. 
 

That is why I relate the most to Nightmare Moon. Since I recognize her plight and feel the same way time to time.

Vesos is a Neptune mass world that orbits roughly at a similar distance to Venus from its host star. Vesos is a large world made of Hydrogen, Helium, Methane and other compounds. Its distinct blue swirls among the whiter cloud layers is an amazing sight. It has a fairly large ring system made of dust and rock. Vesos is host to multicellular life that resembles living bimps, balloons and spheres. Its atmosphere is a churning mixture of organic molecules at a certain habitable pressure ranging from 0.06 to 3 atmosphere pressures for the organisms that live in its cloudy and windy skies.

Maratha is the single large Moon of Vesos, while Vesos has around 50 captured asteroids and moonlets, Maratha is the large Martian mass world. Unlike our Mars, this moon hosts a rather thick atmosphere that consists of Water Vapour, Carbon Hydroxide, and other various compounds. From space, the clouds look almost like a surface that hides what is below them. Below them is the surface that is covered by a large interconnected web of fungi organisms that go down deep into the crust of the moon. They act like a single organism, so to speak. The entire moon is dominated by spores, and large structures of fungi that can reach miles high in surreal and horrifying variations.

Those that have been to Maratha and came back would return purely insane driven mad by the spores, and would ramble on about the 'All Mother', the All Mother is the hivemind of the fungal organisms that exist here, it is intelligent and aware more so than a human is. Unlike life forms on Earth, they cannot see, they cannot hear, nor can they sense anything other than temperature changes, air temperature differences and the like. This creates a rather interesting perception of things.

The fungal organisms that live on Maratha are not exactly hostile, but they can absorb humans and other life forms to create shared 'inks' to which they can communicate. 

The moon tonight.

Happy birthday!

I wish my school burnt down. 

Happy birthday! 

Ever get that feeling you are always the odd one out, who goes against the grain and believes things many others don't? I feel that way all the time.

I am very sad right now, I think about the reason why my life is the way it is now. My grandmother died April 8th, 2011. We moved into her house, so we could own my father's family home. From time to time, I think of that. My grandfather on my father's side I never met since he died in 1982. My other grandfather died in 2012, I had some fond memories with him but one of the last times I pissed on a gift he gave me for...no reason and that is one of the last times I saw him.

Everyone in this world suffers through loss, everyone hurts. Why can't the world be a kinder place, so that nobody would have to hurt worse.

I'd rather die standing, then live life kneeling.

Happy birthday!

Happy birthday!

Just cleared out DMs, and friends lists from 2 accounts. Dozens upon dozens of closed dms, deleted accountsuts, etc is cleared from my friends lists. 

Also I just disabled my instagram account. Fuck instagram.

At this point I have basically accepted that many of the people in my school I will not be seeing again. Many friendships I have faded away from. While to some this may seem sad, to me its just the way that it is. If anything the events of this year and last year has proven that a lot of things in life do not last.

Strangely enough, currently, I am largely happy with that. I have let go of many romantic / love interests from school and I've never been happier, not thinking about that and just thinking about other things. 

I've let go, at this point. For the better. 

I changed my profile name here to match the one that I use on discord. Califorum was an old name from the old days that quite frankly, is more than enough outdated and I do not like that name anymore. Monotonality will be my account's name from now on, until I decide to change it again. 

Thought about a more simple and down to Earth story for my ponysona, Afterglow Eventide.

His early life is unremarkable. Nothing much to speak of but he was born in Cloudsdale, and moved to Windsoar back to his father's generational home. He was rather knowledgeable in history and astronomy. He was well versed in writing, but horrible at mathematics. He had many crushes in his school, in those days he was a weird wacky sort that drove most away. He never got his cutie mark, was a blank flank longer than most. While nobody really noticed, or cared, those that had attempted to bully him would step on a metaphorical land mine and he'd drive them away quickly with his deep and dark words. 

He was also an avid reader, and was fascinated by the tale of Nightmare Moon. He believed it was real, as according to him all legends have basis in truth. He was the one who not only believed in Nightmare Moon, but understood and supported, her plight. Upon believing in her, and supporting her he had earned his cutie mark. The mare in the moon, amongst the stars and constellations on his flank.

After graduating from school, he had joined the guard. Specifically, he had joined Luna's guard. While Luna was no Nightmare Moon, he still supported her and was one of her guards. Sometimes, he would speak with her. He was one that asked a lot of questions, and was able to converse with Luna privately about Nightmare Moon. He had considered most of what he was taught to be lies and propaganda. He had not sought any sort of college degree or formal education after high school, but the time in the guard would give him well needed experiences. He was a night guard, he was one of the night however he did appreciate the sunny days.

Upon having saved up enough money to travel Equestria on his own, he would resign from the guard. However, Luna personally told him that he was always welcome back into the guard. Afterglow Eventide is an avid dreamer, being able to perfect the art of dreaming and lucid dreaming to advance his knowledge beyond that of which is considered normal. He meditates and practices various mental practices to advance his mind and foresight beyond most. 

He sees most ponies as caught in the frey of day to day affairs, too consumed in their own morality to see the big picture. He eventually seeks to find a way to do magic for himself though, much like unicorns. When Nightmare Moon was freed, it had left residual impacts of her magic about Equestria. He was lucky enough to come across a dark blue cloud beyond Equestria, and absorbed its power. It was that of Nightmare Moon, and he had been granted the ability to enter the dreams of other ponies and perform small stealth / illusionary magic like Nightmare Moon was.

He travels Equestria to search for these clouds, and residual impacts of Nightmare Moon's influence. It is not really her consciousness or any remains of what she actually was, but the magic she had used. In his travels, he had come across Maud Pie and got her to break up with Mud Briar, and had also come across Octavia too.

Eventually, he got them both to date him and is in a 3 way relationship with Maud Pie and Octavia. Eventually, he will find all of the remains of Nightmare Moon's magic, and understand it fully. Until then, he works for the guard still as a volunteer, but mostly travels the land with his two girlfriends.

Submitted chapter 2 of my story, Flame!

https://www.fimfiction.net/story/492334/how-spirits-were-made