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I had a dream this morning that my previous cats and grandmother, and old ancestors came back from the dead. My grand mother said something to me that I forgot but I remember that China would bomb my back yard with these cone shaped, white bombs that would get very hot and the ground would explode from it. I never heard an explosion like that before ever, real life, in my dreams...it was really interesting.

This is my dream washer and dryer. 

Updated my signature.

 

11000 brohoofs baby! 

I'll never obey your dynasty

Drive me to the east

My fate is forever sealed

Written within the red and of the old

Once, and forever more

I am the island amongst the raging sea 

No matter how much time passes

I'll never forget, the heart within your eyes

And the fates we have sealed together

Amongst the sea of time

And forever more 

I personally think that Queen Chrysalis is the best villain in MLP. She has a real clear and relatable motivation - wanting to keep her subjects fed and searches for food and does what is best for HER kind even if she may be cruel and vindictive, you have to admit she has a point...kill or be killed. While Equestria might seem rosy, the changelings seem to originate from elsewhere, perhaps more dangerous, so its no surprise that their Queen is the embodiment of ruthlessness and survival, pure survival in a way...feeding on love ravenously like predators - because they had no other option or way to understand. I really like this scene.
 

It is hard to believe that I am almost going to be half way through my senior year of high school come January. Wish it could have been in person but you never get what you want, sometimes. I just don't know how I am going to deal with the future and graduating high school. It'll be a real rough time in my life that I am dreading, but it is something all of us have to go through at some point. Growing up. Not at all a fan of thinking of that, but, you have to. I just worry about my friends and connections with them. I hope they won't fade away even though some have.

Check out the new thread I made. Maybe it can inspire you with the comic.

In my eyes the elements of disharmony would be: 

Grogar - Evil, antithesis of Twilight.

Chrysalis - Deception, antithesis of Applejack.

Lord Tirek - Greed, antithesis of Rarity.

Nightmare Star - Betrayal, antithesis of Rainbow Dash.

King Sombra - Misery, opposite of Pinkie Pie.

Cozy Glow - Cruelty, antithesis of Fluttershy.

Good night. It is friday the 13th. 

So far so good, sticking to my work out. I can definitely feel some slight change in my muscles and body already.

Good night. I will be attempting lucid dreaming tonight.

Happy veterans day for all those with veteran family members or are veterans themselves.

A little about my family history, more or less in order...

- My ancestors that came from England, or relatives of them fought on both sides of the revolutionary war. One of them was honorably discharged by Washington himself, and another fought for the British crown and was awarded land that is worth millions of dollars today

- Great great great and great great grandfathers fought on the Union Side together. Not sure if I got the amount of greats.

- Another relative / ancestor of mine ran away from home at 15 years old, eventually became a sailor and sailed around the world. He was pulling into the Louisiana harbor during the civil war and refused to lower his Union flag and was thrown in jail. Was also a slave to the Patagonian tribes for 7 years.

- My great grandfather fought in ww1 at 17 years old (my age) for 80 days on the Belgian front and was gassed by the Germans and survived on one lung for the rest of his life.

- My grandfather had a cousin who was an American traitor who got killed in the vietnam war.

- And my grandfather himself flew bombing raids over Germany in ww2.  

I put the fans in the garage and to my horror there was a months worth of trash sitting there. 

It seems as though yesterday I missed my 4 year anniversary thing, I'll do it now instead.

I joined these forums November 10th, 2016. In those days I was a cringy, creepy and hateful teen really. I had no sense of emotional control and no sense of maturity, but still I was better than others my age. I was really into the show back then to the point I was quite obsessed over it, but that faded away with time as I grew older. It is hard to believe it is 4 years since then and how much has happened and changed but I am still here even if I have changed a lot. I was never the most involved or popular on these forums but I am fine with that.

Still wish I could go back and experience what the forums and my life was like back in those days, I'd change a lot.

Spent the last 3-4 hours making a US flag map if I decided the flags and state boundaries...exhausting...

What I do with people who piss me off or annoy me I have a few discord alts that I troll them with and show them my feet. My feet have no big toe nails, my feet are disgusting and what annoying ass holes deserve to see.

Ugh! People on discord servers can be the most worthless pieces of crap sometimes. Harassing me in a public chat over opinions I have. 

Gaze into my magnificent PC.

During quarantine I have largely forsaken my physical health. While I am not fat, overweight, or having any of those issues it is time to get physically active again and stick to a work out routine. Over the summer I used to take walks. Now since it is going to be winter I need to focus on things I can do while inside.

I have decided on the following and that I(hopefully) won't give up in getting a ripped, physically attractive, and muscular body.

I will try to do the following each day.

- 20 push ups 
- 20 situps
- 20 squats
- various leg and arm stretches and excercises