Stone Cold Steve Jobs

How To Basic is not a Youtuber, nor is he funny, interesting or watchable.

I get up in the evening, and I ain't got nothing to say. I come home in the morning, I go to bed feeling the same way.

I need to vent.

 Just spent the entire day waiting for someone else's help only to be ignored. I might as well not have woken up today.

 Every thing I try falls through. Every time I try to be independent, there's more steps. There is never any result other than my continued stress. I can't count on any living being. No one talks to me. Only friends I have ever had just walked away and disappeared without a word. Literally no one had ever regarded me with anything but hired help. I try to inpact as little as possible so as to not bother others, but with as little as i effect, I might as well just never wake up ever again! 

I can't do anything without others, but others don't even think about me. If Life doesn't want me accomplish anything then I have to be the rotting log it wants me to be.

Snek Maid.

https://goo.gl/images/UfgdpJ 

While I worry that this might fall under "unsuitable", I have no concept of these things, sooo... *shrug*

 Still, this meme kinda opened a world for me!

https://goo.gl/images/564fao

While I worry that this might fall under "unsuitable", I have no concept of these things, sooo... *shrug*

 Still, this meme kinda opened a world for me!

https://goo.gl/images/564fao

I wish the little voice in my head would stop telling me to watch the MLP movie. 

Snek Maid.

https://goo.gl/images/UfgdpJ 

Snek Maid.

https://goo.gl/images/UfgdpJ 

A couple of quite well-formed triplets and one that I'm calling a nonuplet but could probably be anything from 4 to 10 daisies merged onto one stalk. Weirdest one I've seen for years. 

I could use some advice.

In trying to escape from perpetual anxiety and damnation I only find more.

Drinking helps for a little while but it all comes back too soon. Drugs make things worse. I am out in nature all day and that doesn't help. I am in a love/hate relationship with my entire family, to the point that if I were to win the jackpot they would never see me again, and I despise myself for it and try to fix it with humor. Essentially laughing away life.

Where the hell did i go wrong? What do i do? 

Y'know, it's not all that hard to Life somebody to Death. Think about it, eh?

 Like, I'm sure comic books have, like, dumped super-fertilizer on someone & made them more compost heap than... *wiggly gesture* ...whatever they were before. Like Man-Thing!

 Or that recent Twilight Zone episode. Guy gets immortality... and imprisonment. What's a million years in a cell, eh?

 Or from MtG! Warped Physique! You want strength? Have all the strength! Have so much muscle it crushes you underneath as you try to support the aberration of nature's rule!

 ...or just suck so much life essence ya pop like a tick. Seen that happen several times!

... kinda dark lately, aren't I? Eh...

 ... #TooMuchLife!

There's nothing to make you realise exactly how little you've accomplished in your life thus far like finding out you have the same MBTI personality type as Martin Luther King Jr, Nelson Mandela, Mother Teresa, and Jesus Christ Himself. 

There's nothing to make you realise exactly how little you've accomplished in your life thus far like finding out you have the same MBTI personality type as Martin Luther King Jr, Nelson Mandela, Mother Teresa, and Jesus Christ Himself. 

@Alexshy @Rikifive @Jade Fire  @TheRockARooster @Tacodidra @Cash In @ZethaPonderer

@Absolutely CypherHoof the Reblanked @Wannabrony @The Recherche

I would like to thank you my friends for all your supporting posts and messages, for literally every single word wrote with intention to help me or show your concern. It was noble, touching, friendly....and well helpful! Even if reasons of my problems haven't dissapeared I am feeling much better!

THANK YOU! YOU ARE FRIENDS IN THE BEST MANE SIX STYLE!

Drank about... *pant*... uh, 192 ounces of water today.

 Sure, I'm hydrophobic, but everybeing says water is good for ya. *hurp* Figure, ain't been getting enough water or sleep lately & it's affecting my mood. 

 Hoo... ...didn't know taking on water like a sinking ship could feel good. ...wee bit bloated now... Kinda betting that I'll stop with the burping once I got enough water. ...surely.

... *erp*... I'll... be back a bit later.

Today:

 Sis brought in a giant, brain-eating snail in a sack. (actual species name) She did demand so that I hence drown it in salt, then did proceed to comment on its dying squeaks as it lie in our kitchen wastebasket.

 Soon after, one of these humanspawn here did form a full working seesaw out of pure vocal whine.

 Meanwhile, resident husbandfolk did put on a violent shooting game for the other Larval Stage. (FourNight? Eeh, whatever you kids is on about these days...) He then proceeded to play all of it himself while she gibbered.

...

It's a madhouse! A MaAAadhoOoOuse!!!

Well, went out for a good birthday dinner! Boy, sure had forgotten how much better I feel after a good meal!

 ... still hungry though. If I didn't know any better, I would say this repetitive growl of a burp is my stomach being grumpy that I actually stopped! Hee!

  Was thinking before. It's ironic how many characters I've made that are mouth centric... or just plain mouthy, lol! Guess its just always been my favorite body part! Sure we all think ab-about that sometimes...

 ...gonna... heh... probably stop typing now~ getting a bit food-drunk~ hee, not alchol, sugar, caffeine or even medication puts a dent in me, but a good meal~

Well, went out for a good birthday dinner! Boy, sure had forgotten how much better I feel after a good meal!

 ... still hungry though. If I didn't know any better, I would say this repetitive growl of a burp is my stomach being grumpy that I actually stopped! Hee!

  Was thinking before. It's ironic how many characters I've made that are mouth centric... or just plain mouthy, lol! Guess its just always been my favorite body part! Sure we all think ab-about that sometimes...

 ...gonna... heh... probably stop typing now~ getting a bit food-drunk~ hee, not alchol, sugar, caffeine or even medication puts a dent in me, but a good meal~

So, it's my birthday today. 

Been wondering what to do for it. I'm not the most energetic nor have any funds to do anything, and seems most of who I'm currently living with are too busy. ...even for a hug...

 Just... wanna be happy & grateful  I've spent another year and not just another age gone in the blink of an eye. Want the occasion to be special, meaningful to remind me the Time was too.

 So, uh, any ideas on how to celebrate?

I know I am going to regret this, but what is a wingboner?