ExplosionMare

Last day of school for the week and this is still my mood. 

Also, thank you everypony for 20,000 brohoofs! 

Knock Season Eight all you want but I mostly disagree with all the bashing.  There were some really good episodes in there for me.  Particularly Mean Six. 

Howdy partner! 

What brand of Soda pop is your most favorite?

Best picture I've seen in a while.

I only just recently found the original FiM pilot test episode and boy, is it cute!  (And so different but so similar)

Good morning everypony!  Have a great day! 

13 notifications... In DeviantArt?

I just noticed that I have passed 125 followers.  Wow, that’s a lot!  I could never have possibly predicted a year-and-a-month ago that I could have made this many friends in such an amazing community.  Thanks to all of you, I’m no longer the shy person I used to be.  You all are beyond amazing and I love all of you so much.  It’s such a privilege to have you all as my friends. 

Thank you once again for everything! 

Check it out, my art featured in a Mother’s Day deviantart post! I’m surprised the person who compiled all the art even found this, but I’m happy about it nonetheless. (The one I zoomed into is mine)

Now, all of you might be assuming I made a rose out of clay, am I correct? 

Nope!  my six year old little brother made this. He didn't get any practice how to make a clay rose nor he watched a YouTube video, all he did was probably squish the clay into a long tape-like shape and wrap it around in circle. This was just my opinion as I didn't see the exact creation. I'm so proud of him 

Bored... bored... bored.  This is what school in 2021 does to you.  Especially when everypony there hates you. 

I always adored the Elements of Harmony and I thought the Mane Six looked awesome wearing them.  I honestly felt something inside me break when I first saw them giving them up in Season Four.  I'm glad they eventually used them again and the Tree of Harmony was wonderful too.  (Until it got destroyed and aside from thinking the Student Six w*nkers were worthy but that's besides the point.) 

Anyway, I overslept.  Good morning everypony!  Have a great day! 

Soooo Giggle At the Ghostly! 

I’ve become a bit bored of “forum-ing” lately which is I’m not as active as usual. 

Good morning, everypony! I hope your Happy Mothers Day turned out to be good. Today is Monday!

From tomorrow, there are only three weeks to go and then school is finished forever! 

Goodnight everypony!  See you all in the morning! Love you all! 

Goodnight and stay safe

Let’s all tell @DivineEternal1000 how amazing they are and give them the love they deserve!  If you go over to his account and check the comments on his last two posts, he’s made something pretty amazing for me. 

Carrot Top go beyond this garden!  

Can't beat a classic  I've loved this song for 9 years now

Also just found out that Wooden Toaster was Glaze D: I'm sure I should have known that  

Changed my profle.

As a symbolic embracing of this past as part of my identity, no longer rejecting it, instead, accepting it. While I have before, I've never said that verbally so this is the confirmation of that. And putting the unique 'Starforce' (part of the 'future' self) into combination with one of my oldest, and most common alias.  I can feel memories flowing through me of all the battles I've faced, the people I've wronged, and those who have wronged me. I feel no shame or guilt for what I did anymore, or at least not the extent I did. It is how it happened. Why be guilty? Why feel the need to change it? As this is the way it happened, and that is the way it did so why not embrace that?

Why be guilty, for in those moments, I did what I thought was best. In future contexts, it was wrong. But in the contexts of that day and age and considering my maturity level...it could have been worse. I was never an evil or immoral person, I was just misguided and more cringy. Hatred, regret, and guilt doesn't do anything to change what happened. It only keeps you down, like a chained eagle or a horse tied to a post. It has the thought, will but not the actual ability to go back and change it. Ultimately, we as humans can only change our own future. While I did not do actions I am proud of, no matter what I have never bullied or belittled people in school at least in the manner others did. I never hurt anyone physically, I never was cruel, or immoral. 

I also realize that now, I shouldn't judge other people for their preferences as they all have struggles and pains just like we do. I shouldn't judge other people for their cringe when I have my moments too. My parents believe that my time away from in person school had ruined me, but that is not the case, it has enlightened me because it made me realize how little high school matters and how little things can matter in the grand scheme. I have no sentimentality to my high school at all for what they've done, but I have accepted it. As to deny the reality of our situations, it only causes us greater pain. 

It's time to embrace the past, and who I am. 

Created another artwork for an art request.

Goodnight, everypony. See you all tomorrow. It has been a good day for me and I hope you guys too have a wonderful day :3

Friendship metals on through the ages

It also headbangs through the ages

https://eliasfrost.bandcamp.com/track/friendship-through-the-ages-metal-cover

Why does this work