Tonight, I shall leave this world. Fuck my dad, he's an asshole, my mom could give 2 shits if I died, and all I am is money to McDonald's. Fuck you God, fuck you life, fuck you McDonald's, and fuck you all.
Yeah? When I tried to kill myself I would get almost daily beat downs, was homeless, would get bullied in school to no end, hadn't eaten in I think a week, and had absolutely no friends. You wanna know what happens as you get older? Your life gets better, and I mean much better.
While I disagree with the method, I like your intent and dedication. Ultimately, no one can force you to do anything, so it's your call. Do as you wish. If you do go through with it, I'd like you to send me a PM though.
Don't give up all hope! Life will be better for you trust me! I went though the same thing as you. I thought about taking my own life several times. But i had hope for a brighter future! Time will heal any wound.