Sturmponiere

"From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone."

"...I'm falling through the cracks
Life's hard as it can be
Me against them all
And all against me
They call me
Odd one out
And I don't disagree"

"Vulcanos spit with fire on us
And ember shades the sky
Earthquakes are hitting our lands
Destructing our civilization
Flash floods are destroying our coasts
Flushing away our cities and homes
And we're reaping what we've sowed
Because the world seeks bloody revenge

We call it "our world"
But it never belongs to us
Mistreated form the outset
But now the Earth strikes back"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yt36lfhkpz0 (audio)

16+

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtOTV7466Kw

"Do you feed on my dreams?
Do you want to see me fall
Are you always looking for my closeness?
To stand in my light

Stealing every word from my lips
Without any understanding
Do you want to follow the wrong path
Until the end of your life?

It is the fire that rises
Above me in the sky 
To renew your sick world, 
Burns it with with its anger

Can you even see at all
With your envious eyes?
Are you still on your feet?
The ones who only walk in my footsteps

Do you choking on your lies
That arises above me?
Your spineless life is supposed to 
Be drowned in my fire"

Epilepsy warning. Aggrotech. 16+

Best version of Suicide Commando's "God is in the rain"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awOi0PPy8qw

You know, as Eastern Europe citizen... CoD: Cold War is a terrible thing. So good idea, so much potential, and so huge fokup. I afraid, "old guard" of good writers is dead for now. Only weak zoomers and mentally sick minorities at the helm. They can't say "I will not to write this shet, I'm a creator, not a printer with coin slot!". This is really sad fact.

Best line in the script of game - "There is no truth. Only the side you believe in" - the main anthem of modern world. Western culture are crying about the truth.

But nobody cares. Smile, trust the lies, drown your doubts in sin. I like sin... but only when aspera leads per astra.

I'm always happy about mankind that eating itself. And...  waiting for day... some sunny day at the early summer... when all my friends from entire the world will become my enemies. Well...  Cheers, for the doom! *gray pegasus rised a cup of black tea*  The Great Night devours all. The cold winds desire the warm flesh to freeze. *gulp*

"Black widow" is a lie spiced up by modern political movement. Come, tha hell, on!

That's all, because if I'll say something more, another political active admins of this forum will crucify me.

Watch good movies, people. 

"- Commander! Everything passes. But music is eternal.
- Let's live.
- Off we go!

We lost ourselves
In St. Petersburg's white nights
And tried to catch our dreams
In the symphony of engines

We gazed into the abyss 
as deep, as Lake Baikal.
There our steps were lost
In the blood-soacked snow

We fell on Moscow's chest
To never get up again
But woke up cause of heartbeat
For the sins we wanted to

We let our souls go
Through the road of steel
From Black Sea further East
From Caucasus to Urals 

That indomitable land
I have its heart in my hand
But it is the time for me to go
Until our last goodbye"

Original: "Nachtmahr - Ungezähmtes land"

"Got Snickers in my left hand 

and Mars in my right

Karl Marx is my sinister mastermind

Capital"(c)

Originally - "PR Manager", not "sinister mastermind".

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8WkcTdvVqSg

Is Ляпис Трубецкой the Russian band? Wikipedia says no. But anyway. Another English cover of Russian rock. My Russian isn't best even now, so I like to listen it in English if it possible.

16+

For me, all flavoured drinks are just dead after this.

I continue researching Russians way of life. Now It's another holiday - Victory Day (or The Great Victory Day). The main national holiday and a "holy day" for all Russians. Even National Unity's day is not so important. Russians are very-very respect the memory of their "red" ancestors. 

What do you think about this holiday?

"I woke up at night and understood that It all goes as planned. All goes as planned..." doomerTune

Russian rock makes me sad...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lTb0b8HkHHk

16+, EBM

"When the sun drops behind the Mountains
Never to rise again
When comes the Death of the starlit fountains
Never to shine again
Then the Gardens show withered flowers
Never to bloom again
And the crops will enjoy their last harvest
Never to grow again

Hear the weeping of a thousand widows
In this Time of war
Where powermongers expand their wealth
Fall victim to the evil's lore
Hear the mourners come and pray
To bury their beloved
Who lost their lives in senseless wars
Will someone understand

It's not the evil from down below
Which creeps and lurks under the snow
It's not of Satan's will we fall
It's due to the evil in us all

In our Time where love is gone
The harvest of souls it has begun
The dark clouds from above come down
Satan came to claim his crown"

We are all one step before the abyss. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7BbQKphWU0k

Gray pegasus have no final destination, only the path.

Mares > Women

Still

"A tyranny of ignorance
Shattered all our pride
A curse that is still present
While the swords are laid aside

The masses cheer and gather
As the false prophets speak
Of a new order, a new way
To all those who changes seek

Have they learned nothing
From our country's history?
Why don't they understand
That they won't be free

If they summon demons
Who will bring them misery
Are they marching into war
Or are they just too blind to see?

Never again shall we be ruled
By the demons of our past
Never again shall we be conquered
By the shadows that still last"

"Well, no yay. What have we got here, a yaying bookworm, Private Twilight! I admire your aspiration. Hell, I like you. You can come over to my house and read my diary. "

Best quote for calm my nerd friend.

The more I'm reading about people who trying to make my behavior match to modern normals, the more I feel real hatred. Many of people, even on this forum, are trying to teach me respect other people, even if I'm already respect them by default. But, they want it in their way. It's needed to be a blured gray spot, that never talks against.

Just interesting food for thought: You making people to be against, with your amateurish approach to the situation. People may be friendly to you, until you start forcing them to change their view. 

For today, the world is in crisis, society obsessed by strange ideas of... not equality in rights, but, but tendency to make other people with a different view be afraid to be judged by society, or by the law.

There are rumors that Russia is the last stand of sober mind (ironic, isn't it?). Soviet cultural ruins still keeps the people from mistakes of strife. It's not political post, just my feelings. Because I'm a gray pegasus, who escaped from home, because that home wanted to change me in the way I don't like. And my new home gave me the opportunity to be true to myself. It keeps me obedient, but still allows me to speak. Allows me to be honest. And not trying to make me smile and talk that it's all good.

The main idea of my speech... Try to be honest. Even if other people will call you with bad words. Brands is temporary, but honest heart is difficult to safe.

They called me a lot of types -phobic, a natsee fanboy, the Kremlin-gremlin, a traitor, and other. But I'm still here, standing with proud. Like true stallion's way. 

This fandom united us with the idea of kindness and understanding, not lies and false smiles.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1ntqx28sng

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcaZcbain2s

16+

*hit his chest with a hoof* Still true to the idea. Rise and fall, but still.

Best cure when depression attacks.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YmSC6hIRHJo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7Xwu6sr3Po

16+. Aggrotech.

Repairing power tools isn't easy, but...

Will am I be shocked or not be? Ineteresting question. If I'll die, write on my grave: "Domestic problems killed him even before his marriage to a screwed zebra."