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  1. I’m grateful and glad the more I live my Life. Why? Cause I’m making a lot of people around here who hate me for who I am and why I ponder to the point of pure zealotry. Why? Cause it’ll give me the motivation to get good and be a better person compared to my adversaries.

    I made many enemies not only online, but IRL as well. I’ve been, experienced, and witnessed such people who are willing to hate me with the intent of killing me outright. Scary I know, but that’s reality for me since I just want to to come across as an understandable and understanding individual.

    However, don’t take it as if I don’t have anything against people who wanna be cool and friendly with me. As I intend to be cool and friendly with them too and I mostly come across as such IRL who speaks my mind and say as a straightshooter. Somehow my presence alone with my personality IRL attracts mean-spirited, cynical, bigoted and misanthropic people to shit all over me.

    Respect? What’s that? Sounds as old and archaic as Chivalry.

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    2. ZethaPonderer

      ZethaPonderer

      @JonasDarkmane See that’s the beauty behind people you don’t know for sure you’re dealing with online and IRL. While I will admit that my reasoning throughout this post comes across not only overreacting, but paranoid as well there’s a reason for that. You remember the last time we talked about me being a Shia Muslim? The kind of Muslim that are in a minority in the grand scheme of reality.

      People who are in the minority are in the minority for a reason. Because people like us are in grave danger of being ostracized, humiliated, bullied, ridiculed, and even worse. Killed for what we speak and stand for. Look it up. You’ll soon find out how horrific and brutal people like us get killed on a daily basis *cough* Saudi Arabia *cough* just for speaking our minds.

      I will also admit that I’m in a psychiatric hospital and seeking therapy to overcome my mental instabilities. So far my counselor and psychiatrist tells me that I’m making my way to a good recovery. Both physically and mentally. I wonder if my adversaries are?

      I just want people to tolerate my presence and who I am even if they disagree with me because unlike them I don’t intend to disrespect anyone who has a different opinion than me and do my best to understand and acknowledge their points. Do my adversaries (be they hidden or open) do?

      Again you can make your point that I need to draw a line when it comes to Real Life and Online, but Online is just as much of a part of Real Life as Real Life gets. Online is Virtual Reality while Real Life is Real Reality. However, both are intertwined to me IMO and both are necessary to understand Reality as a whole. People can hire a Hitman to assassinate people in real life with the Internet. People can hate online and in real life. People can cyberbully online which will inevitably translate to bullying that individual in Real Life thanks to the Internet. You see how intertwined both The Internet and Real Life actually are?

    3. JonasDarkmane

      JonasDarkmane

      Oh, I know about the rift between Sunni Islam and Shia Islam and how truly brutal it is that is no laughing matter. As for religious marginalization, know about that as well, speaking as a Norse Heathen living in a Christian occupied country. 

       

      As for your adversaries tolerating you, that is for them to decide. It can be rather difficult if other peoples opinions on you matters greatly to you. It gets even more difficult when its strangers opinions on you that you start caring about, or even possible opinions that strangers may hold. Perhaps some things are best left to be unknown and unexplored. Maybe not interesting topics, but rather other peoples thoughts, especially personal ones. 

    4. ZethaPonderer

      ZethaPonderer

      Hmm... interesting point there @JonasDarkmane. One that I never thought of. Strangers may be strangers, but they are people too with hopes and dreams. Strangers reveal a part of their personality when they are interacting with you first time (both Online and IRL) even if they don’t think they are and think they’re being clever disguising their personality as they’re anonymous or some shit. I don’t think ALL Strangers are bad people. Some of them do come across as nice individuals. Take yourself for an example :). It all depends on consistency in terms of how they speak, what are their manners when they speak, and how they’re willing to come across as such to other people.

       

      But I understand what you mean. Human Nature is fickle and unpredictable. Expect the unexpected and all that. While I may not want to think or even tolerate the idea that Humanity has developed misanthropic ideals, I definitely agree with you there that I should expect the unexpected just as much.

  2. Y’know I’m getting pretty sick and tired watching all these Cute Animal Videos Online and having to see such comments that reeks of pure Misanthropy.

     

    For those of you who don’t know what is Misanthropy well here’s a definition and a video,

    https://www.thefreedictionary.com/misanthrope

    https://youtu.be/gEwrYUZQ96c

     

    IMHO, I’m convinced Misanthropy is a social and mental illness the more people express themselves like this not only online, but in real life as well. Let’s be for real here. It is wrong to be a misogynist and it is wrong to be a misandrist. So of course it is just as wrong to be a misanthrope altogether. It is ethically wrong and a major threat for Humanity to evolve and grow. Misanthropy to me is a Satanist ideology. Satan hates Humans with a fiery passion. Therefore any Human that hates Humans along with the rest of Humanity because ALL ARE EVIL and NEVER TO BE TRUSTED are essentially practicing and preaching what Satan abides by to fulfill his goal in proving The Abrahamic God being 100% wrong for creating Humans in the first place.

     

    I express my bias 100% and I stand by it till death. Not all Human Beings are Evil creatures worse than The Devil. Most of us are good natured creatures who just want to fulfill the path of righteousness and live up to virtues that’ll contribute everything in Life to evolve, grow, and be meaningful. I have more respect for Philanthropists than I have for Misanthropists.

  3. I like watching this YouTube Channel The Imaginary Axis. He does a lot of comic book character theories and other theories about other genres of entertainment.

    I figure why not plug in one of his videos here. This one’s my favorite,

     

  4. This is the weirdest game I’ve ever played IMHO. The name of this game is Dynamite Headdy. Good platformer though on the difficult side. My preference is the Japanese version (The video about the game is the US version) cause there’s dialog that explains the zaniness of this game to some extent.

    I like that bear-cat hybrid thing at the end of the video. He’s more soul-staring, happy and purple colored in the Japanese version. His name’s Maruyama (Japan) or Trouble Bruin (US).

    1. Cwanky

      Cwanky

      It looks like some distorted version of Rayman tossed into a side scrolling 2d Sonic Game.

    2. ZethaPonderer

      ZethaPonderer

      @Cwanky Interestingly enough, this game came out first (1994) before Rayman (1995). So technically here's my hypothetical unofficial theory for how Rayman was born.

      He's the son of Dynamite Headdy and a Femme Fatale character you see later on in this game when you beat the earlier bosses known as Fingy (Japan) or Heather (US).

      So Dynamite Headdy is the inspiration of Rayman since they share so many similarities to each other. Before there was Rayman, there was Dynamite Headdy. Just my opinion :laugh:

  5. Me and my family gonna go watch Aladdin (2019 Disney Live Action Remake). Will Smith Genie will never compare to Robin Williams Genie IMO, but I’ll see his performance for myself.

  6. Manga. Manhwa. What’s the difference? :muffins:

    1. Twiggy

      Twiggy

      99% sure you’re kidding but just in case, Japanese and Korean respectively. 

    2. ZethaPonderer

      ZethaPonderer

      Yeah you got me @Twiggy. I was just being funny here. I know there are different types of *comic books* (otakus and weebs triggered) named differently depending on which country from Asia. People say Manga, others say Manhwa.

      My preference is Comic Books from *insert country from Asia here* (intensified triggering from both otakus and weebs). That or Graphic Novels.

    3. Twiggy

      Twiggy

      Lol I hear that. There are even Westaboos in Japan that get pissed when people call comics manga. 

  7. You say, “Screw You” or “Screw *Insert word here*”?

    I’ll respond back to you in the most deliberately literal way, “Don’t know how to screw you” or “Don’t know how to screw *insert word here*”.

    I don’t see any downsides to use this rebuttal on a hateful bigoted person. :muffins: Better than Dabbing IMO.

  8. Oh well. I guess the post I made to one of my followers was THAT bad. TBH I found the Dookieshed Pokemon will F:yay:k you Up video funny in a retarded humor sort of way. Guess it falls under the somewhat grey area under the rules of NSFW? Not quite explicit NSFW material yet somehow it is in a subtle and implicit way?

    Ahh whatever. I’m expecting to get banned AGAIN. Don’t be surprised for anyone who cares. :derp:

    1. Cwanky

      Cwanky

      Oh I've done worse I bet....:unsure:

  9. Aww man. That Dookieshed Sylveon will f:yay:k you video is gone. I guess it was that bad? Though TBH I just found the whole video to be stupid IMO. Oh well hope you enjoyed it nonetheless :derp:. It’s not as bad as it seems. Just one of those videos that is retarded just as much as the rest of Dookieshed’s Pokemon will screw you up videos.

    I like YouTuber Dookieshed. :P

  10. Happy Birthday Bill that I receive every month paying for the electricity.

  11. So far I’m having fun with the Battle Network games from 1-6. Unfortunately I didn’t enjoy the first Battle Network game which is pretty rough around the edges and surprisingly buggy to the point of game breaking. It’s no wonder why most Mega Man fans couldn’t appreciate the Battle Network games. Because the first game in the series is not good gameplay-wise and leaves a bad impression. First impressions mean a lot for some people. I’m just glad the series gets better after this.

    1. PoisonClaw

      PoisonClaw

      I think the series really hit its stride by the third game. 1 and 4 are both pretty rough and buggy. If I had to rank them from best to worst, it would be: 5, 3, 6, 2, 1, and finally 4.

       

    2. ZethaPonderer

      ZethaPonderer

      @PoisonClaw

      Fair enough on your part. In my opinion, I'm all about the game play when it comes to the Battle Network series so 1 doesn't do much for me compared to 4 which FINALLY implemented the Full Synchro feature making the game play awesome IMO. It was something I feel like the game designers intended for that to be prominent in the first three games, aside from the Woodman Bug from Blue Moon. Instead Full Synchro from the first three MMBN games wasn't entirely emphasized completely as a game play feature IMO. It was treated more or less as a plot device IMHO and no I don't count the Hub Patch on the Navi Customizer from 3-6 nor the Hub Style from MMBN2 as Megaman.EXE going Full Synchro. 4, 5, and 6 really got the whole Full Synchro shtick down IMO.

      So my personal ranking with respect to the Hub/Saito trilogy (1-3) goes in this order: 2 > 3 > 1. The third game is more in the middle for me in terms of enjoyment. I didn't like the idea how they got rid of the PowerUPs feature that was prominent in the first two MMBN games and replaced it with the Navi Customizer. I really think they should've kept that feature alongside the Navi Customizer because it kinda limits the player's options for building Megaman.EXE. You either make Megaman.EXE strong or give him support abilities through the Navi Customizer which is lame. I can't have it both ways? Lame.

      2 is essentially 1 but better in every way and what 1 should've been right from the get go LOL.

  12. Been playing the black sheep of the MegaMan video game franchise. The Battle Network series from 1-6.

    I’ve been thinking about making a topic on this series for quite some time since it is vastly different from a traditional MegaMan game in terms of formula. Instead of an Action Platformer, its an RPG?

    Spoiler

    Personally, I wouldn’t classify The Battle Network series as an RPG strictly per say in the same light as Dragon Quest or Final Fantasy.

    It’s more of an Action Strategy Game in terms of its core design with some RPG elements. :)

     

    1. PoisonClaw

      PoisonClaw

      I LOVE the Battle Network series. It's my favorite MegaMan series.

  13. Is anyone aware of this current dumpster fire going on the YouTube Gaming community with internet gamer celebrity Projared? I admit I like the guy’s content, but man will his videos won’t age well based on this recent scandal. I hate to bring in a cringy Roblox sound effect, but I think its appropriate given the current situation,

    Oof indeed. Oof indeed. Projared releasing his divorce info for the public to witness while his wife releasing info on him cheating with her on another YouTuber gamer Commander Holly.

    What a tragic dumpster fire. :( I thought he was a swell and chill guy. Guess I thought wrong. Idk if he has time to respond to all these allegations against him. By then it might be too late for him.

    1. PoisonClaw

      PoisonClaw

      Sigh... In this day in age, I like to subscribe to the notion of "innocent until proven guilty." Nowadays, the easiest way to ruin someone's reputation is to accuse them of sexual misconduct, leading to an often kneejerk response. Even if those accusations are proven to be false, the damage has already been done.

      As a fan of Projared, I hope these allegations are little more than slander resulting from his recent divorce, but if they are true... I don't know if I'll ever be able to watch his videos again...

  14. I added furthermore on my reply from your post to me to avoid any confusions. It’ll happen when constructing any long post. You’re bound to miss the little details here and there.

    Sorry that I couldn’t be short and sweet, but like I stated in my TL;DR post.

    It’s complicated bruh :P. Thank you for your post 👍🏽

  15. You ok? I’m good thanks. Also, out of sheer morbid curiosity why u follow me mon? Never got this through my mind until now. :BornAgainBrony:

    1. ZethaPonderer

      ZethaPonderer

      *cricket noises*

  16. LOL watched a video about nothing for 10 minutes. It’s 10 hours of black screen. Over 500k+ views on YouTube. Quality Content right here ladies and gentlemen. :muffins:

    People making jokes about the concept of nothing is funny to me.

    Would be even funnier if these videos were monetized. That would be the funniest and ironic way to make some quick cash. *sigh* I have a very dry sense of humor.

  17. Why is it that my activity section is always empty every time I log in? :yeahno:

    1. Kion

      Kion

      How is it empty I post stuff all the time.

    2. Cwanky

      Cwanky

      Not sure, but I would love to hear more from you. :mlp_smug:

    3. ZethaPonderer

      ZethaPonderer

      On my end whatever activity feeds I’ve done throughout MLP Forums soon disappears into non-existence whenever I log in from time to time. It’s like I’ve never done anything. Might be a glitch or a bug. Who knows? :P

  18. Thanks for following me. I follow you back as part of my motto. Usually back then I wouldn't have followed anyone even if they followed me since personally I just don't like this whole Follow the Person system and the fact that I embraced Loneliness back then. But, hey Life doesn't care what I think so its neither fair nor unfair. Out of curiosity I want to know why you follow me if this is a fair question on your part? :)

    1. Twiggy

      Twiggy

      I generally like your posts. Pretty much the only reason to follow anyone imo. 

  19. “Ay. Ay ay ay ay ay ay ay... Listen. U. R. Lit. As. F:mlp_yay:k... Boiiiiii.”- Kendrick Lamar, FlyingKitty (YTPer).

     

    Wise and Humbling words indeed. But for real though you’re cool 👍🏽

    1. TigerGeekGuy

      TigerGeekGuy

      Thanks, man. You as well. :grin:

  20. I like birds :3

     

     

  21. I found a My Little Pony Cookie Bag located recently at a Dress Store called ‘Ross: Dress for Less’.

     

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  22. My weekends was pretty good. Our family went on a trip to Canada for the big day where my young sibling in her 20s is getting married and had a wedding ceremony. :)

    While here I am still being a virgin. :(

    1. Fluttershy Friend

      Fluttershy Friend

      Don't worry friend! You still ave a lot of time!^_^

  23. Hedgehogs IRL are so cute. :pinkie:

     

    Here’s an edited video of a Hedgehog playing Green Hill Zone from Sonic the Hedgehog,

    https://youtu.be/9Dohv8yOreo

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