I have, but this world in mlp is only mine to have, and here in my country there is no case to have a therapist...but thanks for listening, don't reply to this, It just goes to show that I'm just a messed up case in this world
No hon, you’re just a normal person. Real messed up people have threatened to kill/hurt me. Just keep reaching out to people, and see if you can sign up for some online therapy if you can’t get it in person.