Sherem

Since I really don't have that much contact in these sites anymore I will take advantage of this space to let out some steam knowing I will receive little to no replies or reactions >:D

Each time I go into Discord and for some reason some of my old works go up and remind me of old times My mind is a mess, it becomes a version of GTA V scene of Michael's Sarcasm Rage. It kinda becomes something like this: 

My memories: is that Regret I'm sensing?

Me: oh you fucking A right is regret! a few moments ago I was happily sulking in genshin impact, and Discord and other media show up out nowhere to torture me over mistakes and dead friendships due to mistakes HONEST MISTAKES I made time ago! Here, my mind is flat fucking broke in all ideas for RPs art and all once gave me joy related to MLP. BUT HEY LETS SHOW SOME OLD STUFF RANDOMLY TO THIS POOR BASTARD ALL THOSE OLD WORKS TO SO I CAN LOWER MY SELF STEEM LOWER THAN ALREADY IS, DUE TO THE FACT THAT I AM A SCREW UP AND CAN'T EVEN HOLD ON TO MY "FRIENDS" FORGIVE ME YOU IGNORANT FUCK! BUT REGRET IS ALL FUCKING GOT! REGRET, AND ROOM FULL OF DEAD ILUSSIONS!

Since I really don't have that much contact in these sites anymore I will take advantage of this space to let out some steam knowing I will receive little to no replies or reactions >:D

Each time I go into Discord and for some reason some of my old works go up and remind me of old times My mind is a mess, it becomes a version of GTA V scene of Michael's Sarcasm Rage. It kinda becomes something like this: 

My memories: is that Regret I'm sensing?

Me: oh you fucking A right is regret! a few moments ago I was happily sulking in genshin impact, and Discord and other media show up out nowhere to torture me over mistakes and dead friendships due to mistakes HONEST MISTAKES I made time ago! Here, my mind is flat fucking broke in all ideas for RPs art and all once gave me joy related to MLP. BUT HEY LETS SHOW SOME OLD STUFF RANDOMLY TO THIS POOR BASTARD ALL THOSE OLD WORKS TO SO I CAN LOWER MY SELF STEEM LOWER THAN ALREADY IS, DUE TO THE FACT THAT I AM A SCREW UP AND CAN'T EVEN HOLD ON TO MY "FRIENDS" FORGIVE ME YOU IGNORANT FUCK! BUT REGRET IS ALL FUCKING GOT! REGRET, AND ROOM FULL OF DEAD ILUSSIONS!

Sup! Also a edh player!

Sup! Also a edh player!

Sup! Also a edh player!

Sup! Also a edh player!

Sup! Also a edh player!

Sup! Also a edh player!

wanted to say thank you, all. <3
For those who gave me room to improve myself.
Those who gave me opportunities to deal with myself better and those who just always have been there or have been silently watching.

I also wanted to give big thanks for @Lord Valtasar for letting me do this simple heart contest to show the site some appreciation. I never thought i'd be allowed to go that far and I'm very proud! ^^ It's a big achievement in my eyes and i'm really happy so many decided to check it out already. <3 this means a lot to me.

Today was a very, very great day for me. I got to draw cute stuff, made a contest, met some new people, tried to fix some things and over all it was fun.

I feel that because of this community I managed to do a better part at my job Irl, the boss has even stated I seem to be improving a lot, and has given me another contract for a year, so.. i can be safe with my job unless something happens like i get sick but still.. that is a big relief for me. It means i can keep paying my meds and can keep doing a few minor things for myself.. Like get me a commission to cheer myself up! ^//w//^

@applesjck It is good to see you back on track

@Blivy You mean so much to me but you know this!

@Mirage I'm glad we fixed things

Now for the rest...

@Alphabet Soup, @Anti-Villain, @applesjck, @Arc Flash, @Bastian, @Blivy, @BoopMan, @Brony Number 42, @Cagey, @Cash In, @CatCat, @ChB, @CopperSpirit, @Crimson storm, @Crosswind, @Dark Horse, @Darksword66, @dashie2020, @Deae Rising Shine~, @Derpy Pon-3, @DivinePony1000, @DJ Wolfe, @Dreambiscuit, @Duality, @Dynamo Pad, @Emerald Heart, @EpicEnergy, @EquesWrestlingEnt, @EtherealSpectre, @flutterJackdash, @FoxyCat_2, @Gabosor, @IronM17, @J.T., @Lex Destrosio, @Lil'Cinnamon, @Longhaul, @Lord Valtasar, @Lulaypp, @lyrabetes3939, @Meemfestivefox, @Mellow Mane, @Midnight_Danny, @Misscellanio, @Muffinnz, @Nightfall Gloam, @Nsxile, @Operetta, @Pastel-chan, @Phosphor, @Prospekt, @Rainbow Cloud, @Randimaxis, @RaraLover, @Regal Shadow, @Rikifive, @Rising Dusk, @Serenity Sunbeam, @Sherem, @Sir Q of Q, @SolarFlare13, @Sparklefan1234, @SpittyPie2005, @Starlighty, @StarrySkyDash, @Stone Cold Steve Tuna, @strongwilled_pegasus, @Tacodidra, @TBD, @TheRockARooster, @too-da-loo, @Totally Nyx, @Treeglow Flicker, @Troblems, @TwilightEclipse, @Twisted Cyclone, @Windy Breeze, @Zero, @zoloft

I hope all of you keep staying awesome, healthy and happy.
Every little bit of contribution to the forum is a good one!

Sorry for all the tags but I just wanted to say this - sometimes, positivity is a big yes!

Hi friends, 

i hope your day / night will be awesome :3 <3 

what are you up to? 🦋

Hi friends, 

i hope your day / night will be awesome :3 <3 

what are you up to? 🦋

Hi friends, 

i hope your day / night will be awesome :3 <3 

what are you up to? 🦋

Deerie & Ember blitz
These have been a ship for as long as I had them tbh.. <3

Base:

Deerie & Ember blitz
These have been a ship for as long as I had them tbh.. <3

Base:

Deerie & Ember blitz
These have been a ship for as long as I had them tbh.. <3

Base:

Nini friends <3

ily 
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For the friends who have my discord, i'll be there for a little while longer but i need to not distract myself too much.

thank you for the following

thank you for the following

thank you for the following

Checking in on ya... doing any better?

Ah. Another night with no sleep.

To be fair, it was my fault this time. I should know better than to stay up all night playing World of Tanks and writing. Time to slog my way through the aftermath of another all nighter and fight sleep for the next fourteen hours or so. Maybe I'll learn my lesson this time around. Who knows.

so people at school are making fun of me for the stupidest reason..

so people at school are making fun of me for the stupidest reason..

I cannot longer do anything, basing, drawing, RPing, fan fiction (because I suck at all of them) what can I do now? I still love the MLP universe, but is there really any point of trying anything now that I have left all of this behind?

I cannot longer do anything, basing, drawing, RPing, fan fiction (because I suck at all of them) what can I do now? I still love the MLP universe, but is there really any point of trying anything now that I have left all of this behind?