Polar Breeze

I know! And there have been times where I thought I was changing! But then it seems like my flaws always comes to kick me in the behinds to lead me back down to square one! I suppose maybe I just need to keep those flaws out, or.... something, I dunno. I do appreciate your help no matter what, LadyMercury... I really do.

Alright, I will try to do that... Heh, without the big episode I just did back there... @Usager

I don't think discord is easy place to handle. I tried to join there with the same intent you did couple months ago and when I joined the Poniverse server I saw that it wasn't really like I had thought it would be. 

It proved to be too much for me to get into the conversations as they felt like they were going over my head. I've always been bad with instant message systems and it was no different this time. 

I don't know what happened with your situation but I suggest that you should take your time reading the flow of what is going on there and after some time try to match it with something little. One step at a time no one is demanding for anyone to be something that they aren't sometimes it just takes more time to feel comfortable in some environments.

I have posted 2-3 times in there since I joined and I don't really think that it was success every time I don't really feel comfortable in that kind of environment so I'm not trying to force it I take my time and try to watch on what is going on there hoping that I can someday feel better in the environment.

I am just trying all that I can... because around here, well, not much is happening! That is only because though I am more of my shy self around these parts... and originally I thought if I would be that social butterfly, maybe things would be a ton different?

And I know I speed things a lot too... like I might have been a bit desperate for friends too, but I know they take time to get, each and every one of them. I just went on the wrong bat there, because I assumed and, well, as Mecuary said, pretty much put out the wrong info....

I guess I was hoping for a more speedy thing? Like after a few responses, oh, yup, I am going to have a ton of friends and what not, but naaah, it never works like that.... again, I am very sorry towards everyone for what I did there.... But nah, I think at least for the time being, I stay away from the Poniverse group, just, well, until I know what I am doing.