EpicEnergy

You have to try to find happiness somewhere like here on the forums where you have friends

If not, then kill yourself and stop complaining, you'll go to heaven anyway right?

@Bastian I guess I find some happiness here on the forums where I have friends to talk to. It's still hard though to be genuinely happy.

As for killing myself and going to heaven, I actually believe that I'm going to hell when I die - a place of eternal torment and suffering. I have problems with my religion - even though I believe in God and the Bible, I also believe I haven't been saved yet because I show no signs of salvation, and those who aren't saved are going to hell. Ironic, isn't it? I'm a Christian who believes he is going to hell. I feel like I'm in hell already, a lesser hell called life.

How do you know you don't have signs of salvation?