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Lately, I haven't been feeling too great. There's been a lot of things going on in real life and in my mind that've been affecting my mental state recently and have left me confused, unable to think or relax, leaving me exhausted and trying hard to please people, but it doesn't always work out.

There's been the YouTube advertisements that are carelessly including ASMR in their ads, forcing people to listen to it either for the entire ad, or for five seconds until they can skip it. I absolutely HATE ASMR. One commercial I absolutely hate and can't skip for five seconds is the Triscuit commercial. The woman's voice as she says 'Here try a Triscuit', the tone, the sound production, the 'rush' in her voice. I hate all of it, and it seriously pisses me off that Youtube is being so uncaring for those who can't stand advertisements like that, and provide them with a way to avoid it by suffering pet-peeve triggers before being able to skip the ads. Then there's the stupid Slotomania advertisement, the first five seconds I won't even go into because it makes me dry heave just thinking about it (it's viewable on YouTube). It's nothing gory or horrible, but just displays a weird sight I'd rather not mention. 

The next thing that's been bouncing around in my mind is all of the things I need to catch up on that I just hadn't had the time or energy to do, not to mention being busy with other things. Namely, Kingdom Hearts, roleplays, Project Arrhythmia levels, documents for ideas for roleplays and levels, our big trip to Black Mesa coming up in four days (I'm not too comfortable leaving the house for more than a few hours), though my mom's assured me our neighbors are good neighbors and will watch over it from their own house. The Project Arrhythmia levels are also a difficult task, the ones I'm making, because I'm working to make them look and play really well, but that takes a lot of brainpower. Not to mention making the levels takes a ton of effort and skill if you want to put in some neat effects, most of which I haven't been using. Then there's Superliminal, and finding the rest of anything I might've missed from it, as there's plenty of secrets to be found that I haven't found. 

I'm exhausted and just want to be able to relax, but it's hard to enjoy myself lately with so much going on. 

Edit - I have Adguard on my computer. It's my phone that doesn't have Youtube adblockers, as I couldn't find any.

And now it's time to announce the winners of Tuesday's game! Coming in at a three-way tie, the winners are: @TomDaBombMLP, @Dynamo Pad, & @LyraLover 💚!
Congratulations, everyone!  You were awesome.

Next week on Real or Fake, we'll do the Time Lord Edition.

Also, I had my scan today. Besides the fact that they pumped me full of strange chemicals, I am fine. 
There was some confusion about when I was suppose to be there. I found out last minute that they wanted me to arrive so much earlier than half an hour. Kind of a rush to get ready and get out the door, but I pulled it off. So now it's a matter of waiting for the results of the scan.

Goodnight, my crowd. Take care. 

I’m looking at getting shirts with these pony designs on them.

Yeah thanks a lot US Postal Service. I ordered a Razer Blade laptop. The seller took a full week to actually ship the item to the post office. I've only realized that the item began shipping the day before election day and now my package has been stuck at this. Oh boy, I can't wait for it to arrive on any given day while I'm at work, sitting on my doorstep waiting to get stolen by some edgy teenage boy on his scooter.

I paid like $560 in total for this. I apologize for complaining too much on here, lol.

Brrr, cloudy weather and c-cold...  I'd better warm up! 

Oh, good morning everypony! Hope you have a great day today!

This is supposed to be an MLP Movie prequel.  I really hope that can happen someday! 

Good morning everypony!  Let's all enjoy the weekend! 

Good mornin y’all! Time for me to get that bread.  Here’s a good song, one of my favorites. 
 

Have an awesome Saturday! 

One Celestia and one Luna please!

Oh trust me, my eyes were opened from the first moment I saw you! 

Good afternoon everyone and how are you all doing? I am doing fine.

I cant stop myself from smiling so much right now and I have absolutely no complaints for that. 

Lies and cheating will only you get so far. People will eventually catch on.

Good afternoon all. I hope you're enjoying your weekend 

Man, Hilda's such a great Netflix show! The feels, the adventures, the creatures. Awesome.

Oh. That's bad.

Anyway, I'll be in the market for an AR soon. Anyone selling an AR 15 upper (with everything - barrel, bolt, etc.) for about $400? I need one before they're banned, unless congress can pull a miracle.

The birds are singing. Isn’t it.... a beautiful day outside   ?

Two days late, but Happy Gunpowder Day!!!

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Changed my avatar from grumpy Vaggie to happy Vaggie. 

Blue is a VERY becoming colour imo, looks good with any complexion 

Good morning and goodnight.

Press F

I see the Moon and She is the most beautiful sight in the Poniverse! 

I'm hungry.

SOOOO hungry... for your love!