CandyCorn

U-Um... so... so hello? I'm sorry. I'm just very shy and timid. *pout* Well... I-I mean... don't let that stop you from being my friend and asking me questions! So... how does this work... um... ask away? Just... keep questions SFW (obviously)... (Art by Gaines)

Thinking of what more I can do to improve my story for NaNoWriMo this year. .-.

The age gap between my cousins and me varies. Some of my cousins are in their 40s or 50s. I have cousins in their 20s with even younger kids as my third cousins. I have one cousin who is about six or seven who is actually very fond of me and what not. I have so many cousins that a few of them get treated LIKE my siblings, especially since I don't have any actual siblings either. I just turned 34 btw.

This is basically me leading up to my blood getting drawn, at least mentally: I absolutely hate needles, and they make me so nervous. The feeling of having needles in/under my skin literally just... weirds me out.

I'm waiting for October 8th because my cousins are throwing a belated birthday party for me (my birthday was October 3rd). <3 They are going to pick me up and go to their place. My dad will be there as he is staying there for a while. It's complicated. :x

NaNoWriMo is approaching soon... and I'm FREAKING THE HECK OUT (look it up if you don't know it).

I guess you could say I'm feeling rather content. I just woke up, and my day is still literally just starting. XD

Acadia National Park. It's absolutely stunning, and I've actually camped there since I was very, very young... so tons and tons of memories!

Just some leftover Chinese food. I woke up starving, so I had to eat SOMETHING. lol

Just thinking of either writing or playing Pokemon Brilliant Diamond. I'm leaning towards BD.

My second teacher stuck me into the back of the classroom facing the wall. If I turned around, he would force me to face the wall again. .-. This was when I hadn't been diagnosed as autistic just yet btw, but I did have ADHD and some unspecified learning delays.

I got a text from my hero Misha Collins. He has this community text line, and it made me super duper happy because he wished me a happy birthday yesterday. <3

Just because it's Halloween month. I decided to go with it because it was cute. :3

I'm actually feeling pretty good atm. I'm just figuring out story stuff and trying to play Pokemon Brilliant Diamond... but I'm bad at multi-tasking. XD

Elementary school. I was teased quite heavily, even by my teachers. Not much could be done at the time because of it being an older small town school. D:

Pfft. RIGHT?! I still play with dolls. 18 inch dolls. I have three, and I love dressing them and doing their hair. I even take them with me places. Like, I'll take one somewhere at a time. I don't take all three of them. XD I also love stuffed animals, and I love sensory fidgets because they help me with my autism and ADHD. I even sleep with my dolls or stuffed toys. I really don't think there's anything wrong with this. If it's not hurting anyone, why should it be wrong? Besides, some people don't stop and think that maybe the person could have some sort of disability (like I do; speaking from my own experience). I'm not saying EVERYONE does... just some MIGHT have them. Funny you say that... I have special needs. I like to play with toys because it helps soothe my anxiety, and I have VERY bad anxiety let me tell you. Just saying.

I often use them mostly when the TV can't be too loud. I also like them because there are times when I can often mishear certain words... so the captions help me see that what they said was or wasn't what I thought.

Here's another drawing of Lulu's boyfriend -- the one in the post above. <3

Just pondering whether to go to bed or not. ;w;

Day in and day out. Every single day of my fricken LIFE I deal with anxiety. I'm lucky if I can get a break from intruding thoughts. It's so bad that I'm on three anxiety meds. One is an anti-psychotic, the other is called Zoloft... and the third is Klonopin as needed. Yeah, my anxiety is THAT bad. :|