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Midnight Solace

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About Midnight Solace

  • Birthday November 9

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    Equestria, Ponyville
  • Personal Motto
    I Think I Need To Accept That I Will Never Be Loved.
  • Interests
    Well, I guess I'm a very unpopular pony artist, kind of a hardcore Xbox gamer, and that one guy that no one seems to notice. I suppose like listening to music, like R&B, Piano and Neurofunk specifically. Honestly, I’ve lost interest in all the other things I used to enjoy, and I don't really have anything to live for anymore. I'm even surprised that I've come this far. My life was always in constant despair and hopelessness, and I think it just keeps getting worse. I feel awfully vulnerable and alone, and these days I just get really lost in my thoughts.

    There's only one thing that makes me truly content in my emotionally fragile life, and that’s hanging out with my beloved Twily. You know, she’s like somepony I can trust. I read books and play Xbox with her. Sometimes I eat waffles with her. The Forums also makes me feel better, as my only friends are here. So, I guess I spend most of my life currently on the forums, sharing my artwork and talking to them. It's nice to know that some ponies would care for me. <3

    Wait, you're actually reading this?

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    My Beloved Twily. <3
  • Best Anthropomorphic FiM Race
    Pegasus

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  1. Midnight Solace

    Every time somepony asks if I am okay, it's just a reminder that I'm not. The reason I keep my feelings to myself, is because I can't explain them.

    Have you ever felt like you don't know what's going on anymore? Like you don't care about anything anymore? You've lost your motivation to do anything, you are confused about your feelings, and you can't just express yourself. You have that feeling of emptiness, and the feeling that no one is there for you. That feeling that nopony understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore. I have this feeling every moment of my life.

    I try to kill myself, and fail. And then now i'm known as an attention seeking whore. But if I succeed, then suddenly, everyone loved me.

    I have to accept the fact that I won't ever be someone's first choice.

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    2. DJ_Vinyl.Scratch_3

      DJ_Vinyl.Scratch_3

      I know how you feel...

    3. Phasereale

      Phasereale

      I know how you feel buddy. I have had these feelings alot before in my life and I totally understand. I have lost interest in doing things I enjoy as well and just becomes boring and not fun anymore. I tried to express myself before too, but it just got hard for me to express them and get them out. And the rest I've also had experience with as well, except ending my own life. Their were times I wanted to do that, but I am too afraid and scared of death to do it. Have you tried going to therapy?

      I also want to let you know that I care about you everyday, no matter what. You are my friend! 

      * hugs @Midnight Solace *

      :ticking::-P

    4. Cash In

      Cash In

      People ask if you're okay, because they care about you. The intention is not to harm or discomfort you, but to make sure your safe. It's a reminder that we care. 

      Feelings are one of the most difficult things to explain and understand. I know how you feel. Everything is a disappointment. I feel brain-dead. I can't process things properly. Sure, it's not the same thing, but I understand these feelings you have.

      You can't give up. I could tell you that things will get better, but there's a good chance that thet won't. It's harsh, but it's true. However, if you stick around long enough, you can work towards ridding yourself of these terrible feelings. 

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