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Midnight Solace

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  1. Is it bad that I have never celebrated Christmas with my family? :blush: I'll consider the forums to be my family, I guess. My only friends are here.

    1. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I wouldn't say it's bad, though I find it a bit surprising! :wau: I can't imagine not celebrating it myself (though it doesn't quite have the same effect on me as it did when I was a kid).

      I hope you have an amazing Christmas with us on the forums, my friend! :rarity:

  2. It's raining... Again.

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    1. Phasereale

      Phasereale

      Hey buddy! Are you doing alright today?

    2. Midnight Solace

      Midnight Solace

      @Phasereale I guess I'm fine... I just wish things could get better.

    3. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      Rain is good, isn't it?

  3. I Just Realised That I Haven't Typed Like This In A Long Time. :-D

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    2. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      Ohh Right, Does It Feel Good?

    3. Dark Horse

      Dark Horse

      My OCD really wants to correct you. :lostit:

    4. Midnight Solace

      Midnight Solace

      @Dark Horse My OCD Tells Me To Type Like This. :-D

  4. I'm starting to think everyone hates me. And that's okay. Because I hate me too. Everything I seem to do is wrong, I can't even do anything right for once.

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    2. Midnight Solace

      Midnight Solace

      Thanks guys, it's just that sometimes I feel hated by others. Just because I don't react, doesn't mean I don't notice. All I ever wanted to do was be a better pony, but nothing I do is never good enough, anything and everything I do seems to be always wrong.

      I'm just not sure if I'm a good pony, or not. I just think I'm always annoying others...

    3. Rikifive

      Rikifive

      You're doing a good work, so stop thinking like this and just be yourself. :darling: You have friends here, you're making a really nice traditional art - focus on these, not on assumptions not supported by any evidence. ;) 

    4. Phasereale

      Phasereale

      As much as I don't like using this word, but I'm going to have to help a friend out of mine. So, here goes. 

      I don't hate you buddy! I really care about you and I love having you as a friend! You didn't anything wrong and you shouldn't be hating yourself. Now, if I don't get back to you on your comments on my posts or comment you back. It's not that your bothering me or anything bad. It's just that I'm usually busy, but most of the time when I get off work. I just want to go home and relax. So, I really care about you I love you as a friend!

      @Midnight Solace *Phasereale gives Midnight Solace a big hug*

      Just remember buddy that I really care about you! If you going through some deep depression, then I know how you feel. I have depression myself, but it's Major Depression and it's on a pretty high level for me as well. 

       

      I'll always be here for you my friend!

      :ticking:

  5. I find myself extremely relatable to this song...

     

    Oh, the irony.

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    I would love to have a bubble bath. :twismile:

    1. Phasereale

      Phasereale

      A bubble bath sounds nice, right now!

      :ticking:

    2. Barpy
  7. Here I am again. Feeling like I'm not wanted. Feeling like I'm worthless. And even though I'm alive, feeling dead. I'm so ashamed of myself all the time. I just feel so useless and replaceable. 

    I'm a strong pony. But you want to know what makes me cry? It's when I gave my best but I'm still pathetic. I'm always under constant despair and stress.

    1. Partialgeek514

      Partialgeek514

      The funny thing about feelings, is that they often lie to us. You are never worthless. In fact, your worth is infinite. Life will turn out okay if you keep doing your best and be patient. :fluttershy: *hug*

  8. When ponies look at your profile page multiple times without really doing anything, do you feel a bit creeped out? Or is it just me?

    1. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      Maybe some of them just don't have any other things to do? Like me

    2. Cash In

      Cash In

      A little bit, but I feel that it's more of a compliment than anything else. 

  9. I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing.

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    If I could end my life without hurting the ponies I love, I'd do it in a heartbeat. 

     

  10. I hate myself. I don't even know how I can live with myself. I always seem to be the problem and I can never do right. It's always my fault. I don't deserve to be happy.

    1. AveryGamerDude

      AveryGamerDude

      I'm here for ya, pal.

    2. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I'm sorry to hear you feel that way. :( You're a great friend! And I think everyone deserves to be happy, especially people who are as friendly as you are! :kindness:

    3. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      Everyone deserves to be happy

  11. WHAT HAPPENED? WHY DONOR? :wacko:

    I mean, I would donate in cash... Did something wrong happen, @Jeric?

    *Confusion*

    Did somepony give to the thingy to me? :mlp_huh:

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    2. Celtore

      Celtore

      Hehe, that would be me. I'm pleased youre happy about it ^_^

    3. Midnight Solace

      Midnight Solace

      @Celtore Omigosh, I'm not just happy, I'm amazed at your kindness, considering that you... Don't know me that well. :D

      Thanks dude, you have certainly made my day. :mlp_yeehaa:

      *Hugs*

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    4. Celtore

      Celtore

      Aww, no problem! I lurk a lot, so I've probably seen a fair bit more of you than you've seen of me. I'm trying to be a little more... Shall we say, "communitive", if there's such a word. :laugh:

      *Return hugs*

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  12. Tears are words that need to be written. I just wish I knew how...

    1. Lord Midnight Madness
    2. Rikifive

      Rikifive

      Aw wish I could do something. :sunny:

    3. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      There must be something behind this

      Nobody writes a bunch of poetic words for no reason

  13. Do you guys know any ideas on what to draw? I mean, I have some, but I don't know if they're good ideas. :blush:

    One is of Midnight sitting on a rooftop of a high building, watching the skyline and the cars below. 

    And the other one is him looking outside a window, watching the CMCs play in the snow while he just sits there, wishing he had friends.

    What do you guys think? Any advice would be really helpful! :twismile:

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    2. EpicEnergy

      EpicEnergy

      I think both your ideas are great, you should draw them both. I think your first idea is better though, It would be really amazing to see Midnight sitting on the rooftop looking at a beautiful scene!

    3. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      Both of your ideas sound good

    4. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I prefer the first idea. The second one could be good too, but it's a bit sad...

  14. I'm starting to feel bad for expressing myself through blogs and status updates. I look at myself as if I'm just wanting attention... :blush:

    I just don't want to be a bother to anypony.

    1. 碇 シンジン

      碇 シンジン

      There isn't anything wrong in wanting attention, everyone wants attention human are social creatures and we strive from attention.

      Despite of that I think that if you do something only because of attention it's not as enjoyable as when you are doing it for your own sake.

    2. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      You're not bothering anyone, don't worry.

  15. Whoops. I drank too much when I was outside with Twily again, and then I realised I had school tomorrow...

    Thank Celestia for autocorrect.

    1. Phasereale

      Phasereale

      Have a goodnight, my friend! May your favorite pony visit you in your dreams tonight!

      :ticking::twismile::-P

    2. Midnight Solace

      Midnight Solace

      @Phasereale I think you know who my favourite pony is. :-D

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    Why still make DVDs when you can watch it on Netflix? :D

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    2. Cash In

      Cash In

      @Sparklefan1234 ...But they're humans:mlp_wat:. I don't think the people who rated it even saw the film. 

    3. Midnight Solace

      Midnight Solace

      YouTube's always a great place to watch MLP. :-D

    4. Sparklefan1234

      Sparklefan1234

      @Cash In

      Rating movies like:

       

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  17. I'm starting to feel like the MLP Forums is my home, because of how much time I spend my life here. Also, my life here is WAY better than my real life.

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    Goodnight everypony. Now I'm going to watch MLP and drink beer until I fall asleep.

    <3

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    2. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      Hope you can sleep soon!

      Sooner, the better.

    3. Deae Rising Shine~
    4. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I'm glad you've enjoyed your stay here! And I hope you continue to do so! :kindness:

      Good night, my friend! :)

  18. I'm still really, really tired even though I slept for half the day. I just don't know why though... Is it the lack of motivation again? :blush:

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    2. Midnight Solace

      Midnight Solace

      @Kevin Tang If I try taking them any earlier, it probably won't work. My body is used to having them at a certain time, because I have done for the last 5 years. My body also doesn't like change... It's complicated.

    3. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      Well, ok then, I can't help you any further

      But one last thing, our bodies will usually adapt if something changes

      So, if you change your pill consuming schedule, you might be able to sleep earlier.

    4. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I hope you get more sleep tonight, my friend! :kindness: I've been really tired too, I could have slept all evening today. :derp:

  19. Yes, the "3" is gone. :twismile:

    1. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      :yay:

      Congratulations, my friend! :D

    2. Swit Swat
    3. Cash In

      Cash In

      Well, good job. 3 is still better than a 0 :P.

  20. Image result for sleepy mlp

    I think I have forgotten how it's like to "not be tired."

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    2. Partialgeek514

      Partialgeek514

      Yeah, I get tired a lot too. I've had several weeks recently where I can barely stay awake at work. I've even missed by bus stop once or twice because I was so out of it. It would help if my body would stop waking up at 3am every morning, but I don't know how to stop it. 

    3. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      I always feel tired when my mom isn't around to tell me to sleep early

      Try going back to the normal sleep schedule

    4. Cash In

      Cash In

      Exact same thing here. I'm always half-asleep. It doesn't matter how much sleep I get, but I'm always tired for some reason. Its been like this for as long as I can remember.

  21. I'm just gonna say one thing before I sleep.

    Banner.

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    2. Fluttershy Friend

      Fluttershy Friend

      Good night. Sleep well!

    3. Twilight Luna

      Twilight Luna

      Have a good night.

    4. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      Good night, my friend! :D And congratulations! :yay:

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    I've been playing on the Xbox for a long time now... Not with another pony, though. :blush:

    I think I've given up on drawing. For now, at least. I have no thoughts of creativity, but instead thoughts of pain and suffering. This has been going on for quite while now...

    I really want to do the December art contest, but my mind is blank. 

    1. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I hope you can come up with some ideas soon! :kindness: You're great at drawing! :rarity:

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    No.

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    2. Partialgeek514

      Partialgeek514

      That's so cool! :mlp_yeehaa:

    3. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      Listen, those folklores are just plain stupid. Silly numbers can't affect your life. So I think you should stop believing in them.

      And congratulations on your success! You won three days in a short period of time.

    4. Cash In

      Cash In

      Don't worry, the 3 will turn into a 4 soon :).

  24. Nopony cares unless you're rich, popular, beautiful or dead.

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    2. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      Well, just don't listen to them.

      They're just those teenagers with no powers or such whatsoever

      You can simply ignore them till they get bored

    3. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      @Bas

      Well that's what I get for living in a such friendly community without enough suffering from bullying

    4. Rikifive

      Rikifive

      Oh, what you're saying is horrible. Sorry to hear that. :sunny:  It's always like this - if you're not an arrogant bastard, who insults everyone in sight, you're more likely to become the target of jokes, as those haha-funny-guys will feel safe with what they're doing. It's really bad, that we can't do much to help you. :sunny:

      It's absolutely terrible, I perfectly know that, but don't let them wreck you. They're the ones with mental issues (come on, telling someone to kill himself is a crime) and/or lack of social skills, not you. You're nice and you have a talent - they're not, so shame on them. :mlp_icwudt:

      It's sad, that your parents don't support you as they should. Maybe there is someone else you can trust, such as teachers? Telling someone to perform a suicide is a crime, they should end up in youth detention center. I've heard it's a really fun place to be.

      Either way, the good thing is, that this will eventually end. You'll graduate and you won't have to see any of them anymore. There's the whole future before you - hopefully way better than your present. Focus on yourself and do what you can, to improve your future - they won't be there, so it's worth going for this. I know, because I've been through this myself back when I was going to school - now it's all different. Even if someone tries to bully me nowadays, I don't care.

      I know it's tough and impossible to ignore, but don't give up. They can't do anything to you, besides saying stupid things, that is. If they will cross that line (e.g. do physical harm), you'll have all the necessary evidence to bring them problems.

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