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  1. Fasu
    This
  2. Fasu
    Generally doing something that makes you and/or others happy, I suppose. But from personal perspective I've been forming that idea for years and still being not sure.
  3. Fasu
    T-shirts and leggings most often. If needed, something warmer like trousers, then.
  4. Fasu
    In finninsh quite average I suppose but in english rather slow, espicially what it comes to understanding.
  5. Fasu
    University requires a lot of work and at the moment I'm not in the best condition to work on it. Feeling quite pissed off for that inability.
  6. Fasu
    Kind person, it seems
  7. Fasu
    Dizzy and unreal (just a bit though).
  8. Fasu
    Definetely watching which is rather weird since I've used computer keyboard my whole life. Weird in that sense I hardly can write without looking!
  9. Fasu

    Hi, this might come bit unexpected but I've heard about the wildfires in Australia. Note sure what state you live in but I hope you, your family and your loved ones are safe. I wish you all the best, my friend. :coco:

    1. TheRockARooster

      TheRockARooster

      Thanks mate.

  10. Fasu
    It feels like... I'm awake and somewhat energetic. Not clumsy, tired or self pity.
  11. Fasu

    I just wanted to say "hi" for my good finn friend from this forum. And of course, merry Heartswarming - I hope you had great one! :fluttershy:

    1. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      Hi, my friend! :raritycutehat: Thanks! :rarity: I hope your Hearth's Warming was awesome too! :flutterhat:

  12. Fasu
    Share the day with those you love - like your special somepony!
  13. Fasu

    The latest banner looks great - Luna is awesommm :wub:

    1. Splashee

      Splashee

      I haven't seen you in a while... Merry Christmas @Fasu!

    2. Fasu

      Fasu

      Thanks Splashee, merry Christmas for you too. Now I actually had enough energy to visit the forum. Might sound weird but that's how it has been.

  14. Fasu
    Personally, I have knew for some time that Gaben is brony but seeing long list of celebrities (assuming it's correct) is quite mind blowing.
  15. Fasu
    Thank you a lot Bakugou! And about that gif: basically every cat ever
  16. Fasu
    I'm mostly numb every day when awake. Creativity seems to flow only in the state of dream..
  17. Fasu
    Radiohead - Separator
  18. Fasu

    Will I wake up if I close my eyes?

    Will I rise from this husk of mine?

    1. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      *hugs* I hope you feel better soon, my friend! :sunny:

    2. Fasu

      Fasu

      For the first, I'm not seeking attention, just venting out my regular struggles. I'm tired all the day which isn't curable by sleeping. My brains are like in thick fog - reasonable action and making decisions is really hard. And mind is filled mostly with negative thoughts about myself, imbued selfhatred. My body has become like a burden if not even a prison.

      All I can consider myself is a failed worthless wreck, although I get it most likely isn't true. As one might notice my rambling is mostly about myself. I focus too much to myself, making it harder to act and/or participate to things and other people around me. This incapacity makes me hate myself even more.

    3. Fasu

      Fasu

      Apologizes for late answer. I started usage of new antidepressant about three weeks ago. To be honest I haven't noticed actual impact to my well being. Neither any negative side effects haven't occurred at least yet. I'll see therapist at the beginning of next year and then there will possibility to start the psychotherapy.

      Your offer is kind but at least now I don't feel like talking with anyone. Thank you though, Bas! :kindness:

  19. Fasu
    I've been fan since early 2013. Although my severe depression and constant 'brain fog' (or so I would call it) have been ever since major reasons preventing me to attend cons and/or fan projects. Oh, how I have wished to participate for all those cool things but this husk, body, of mine have made it really difficult if not impossible.
  20. Fasu
    Patrick (not entirely sure why my parents decided to give such international name)
  21. Fasu
    I think I'm into men
  22. Fasu

    I've spent few days mostly in bed with phone - at the moment as well. I'm so tired. 

    I visited doctor last week and I started new medication. It's stronger than the first one I used but I take smaller amounts of it for the first week - letting my body to get used to it. Also I'll attend to psychotherapy, not sure though when exactly.

    At the moment I feel numb and completely powerless. At least I can say my current state of mind is tolerable by the time being

    1. Catpone Cerberus

      Catpone Cerberus

      Hope it helps, that's really all I can say, I had similar feelings at some point but I don't know anything I could say that would help. :rarity:

    2. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I'm sorry to hear about that, my friend! :sunny: I hope you feel better soon – it's good to hear you'll be attending therapy, hopefully that will help. *hugs* :kindness:

  23. Fasu
    Feeling quite numb. At least not as horrible as past few days. Might be the side effect of new medication.
  24. Fasu

    No worries - I messed up my profile just for upcoming Nightmare Night

    1. Cash In

      Cash In

      Interesting choice!

    2. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      :yay:

      Nice avatar, my friend! :D

  25. Fasu

    @lyrabetes3939 is still banned or did he returned at some point but decided to leave by himself? Does anyone know?

    1. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      Based on his profile, yeah. :( He's been banned since late August, but he did say he wasn't coming back. I miss him... :sunny:

    2. Fasu

      Fasu

      Oh, that's a shame. :sunny:

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