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    Thoughts on suicide.

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    Whats the point of living if we die anyway? Living life is a pain. Wouldn't it be easier just to end it all right here, right now? Today I feel like I am split between killing myself and living. The only reason I carry on living is that I believe that maybe life will get better. But it never does. I feel like it would be easier for me to just end my life. It would stop the constant physical pains of moving and it would stop the constant emotional pains of peoples heartlessness. I know that suicide is selfish but so is living. Right now I am using resources that someone else deserves. I don't deserve a single thing I own at the moment. I haven't done anything for anyone in my entire life. To be honest usually i just make things worst. I guess the only reason I am still living right now is one, I am to scared to kill myself and two, I still have that little thread of hope left in me.
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    Losing my emotions.

    By Sky,

    Today my mother had an operation on her cancer. My step-farther told me that he would call me if anything happened. I got a call in maths which I was unable to answer and was unable to check who it was from. I assumed that my mother had died, but I didn't feel sad. I didn't care. After I left the lesson I found out the call was supposed to be a prank call. But what worried me is that I didn't care, and lately a lot of bad things have been happening around me and I just don't care... What is wrong with me?
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    My first blog.

    By Sky,

    So, today is day I write my first blog. To be honest I guess I'll just use this to relieve stress. Anyway I guess the first thing I'll write about is why I hate my school. I go to a grammar school which is supposed to have the top 20% students in the UK but to be honest I feel like I'm surrounded by idiots. They hate me for whatever I do. For example today when I was in philosophical studies we were asked to discuss how we can prove that god exists/does not exist so someone said we can't and I agreed with them they then had a go at me for repeating what she had said. I was then asked to read something out and people kept telling me to shut up. The teacher didn't even care that people were having ago at me for doing what she asked. What makes it worse is that I have a strong American accent (I haven't even been to America before) so everyone kept mocking how I speak. Then everyone has a go at me for never smiling.
    FML
     
    Also this happens every lesson of everyday I get no break of people just being ignorant and having a go at me no matter what I say and when I say everyone has a go at me I mean 90% of the class. I wish I was in a school with just people like you. You guys are amazing and understanding. If it weren't for some of you
    I'd go insane.
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