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Windy Breeze along with the mare who adopted her, 'Cash' Yellow Oversee, and the ghosts of her parents, Cheery Feathers and Coconut Fresh, after Windy is struck by a lightning.

Heya

day was as expected me but beeing early home makes it at least sliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiightly better then the previous 2 days

time to relax <3

thanks those who joined the stream uwu
I will not drop stream result here unless i have approval :> i feel i did quite a lot for something that'll be detailed.
 

Goodnight, my friends. ^^

Since I've seen some users do this, I thought I'd do it as well! 

I did a one off bit of work which (if I get fucking paid) should give me enough to buy a dvd recorder

time to relax <3

thanks those who joined the stream uwu
I will not drop stream result here unless i have approval :> i feel i did quite a lot for something that'll be detailed.
 

Presumably, everyone wants to slap me or something lmao 

I don't usually make these but I need to say some things, because this is very important to me. If this makes anyone see me differently or unfollow me, so be it, I don't need superficial relationships anyway. I need to open up about who I am and what my friends should understand about me going forward in this uncertain future.

I am Pastel Heart, the cute filly who springs around the forum, RPs, posts stuff, loves being her energetic best self~ absolutely! And behind everything I do is a philosophy of true love, of a longing of freedom and universal understanding. A love of life as I see as the best parts of the world, which are often lost. I often live under rose tinted glasses, because the present is so sad, and the future is bleak. Even on the forums I've seen that bleakness and it depresses me. But lately, I haven't felt like that. Why is that?

I look and see that for the first time in what feels like so long, in the awful waking world, people standing up for themselves as individuals and looking to bring about a tomorrow that is for all. This gives me strength, a strength I haven't felt in a long time, and what seems like an impossible dream doesnt seem so impossible.

I believe in the values of love, friendship, individuality, to be able to be yourself, to not have to wear a metaphorical mask over your true self to survive, that no one should be treated badly for being who they are, or be left in the cold because they don't meet a certain standard. I find beauty in chaos in the sense that maybe tomorrow you could be doing something very different from what you did yesterday.

Everyone should have the right to be happy, genuine, not be left to starve, not go sick when they can be cured, live their own life without being told what to do, or hurt, or bullied or shackled down, and everyone should be able to stand up for themself if they're treated unfairly, especially by the weak of will. These are things, core values I hold dear. The philosophys of hate, control and deception have no place anywhere in my will. And so I reject them.

It's my hope that when the dust settles at the end of this, we can u-turn away from the future of bones and dust and towards a different future. A better future. One that I can actually live in, be able to function in, and actually be excited for what comes tomorrow... Freedom, love, individuality. I can't be anything else but me. And I stand with those out there fighting to make this kind of world where we can all live a little comfier a reality.

I'm not a fake ego with an agenda. I'm just me. I'm emotional, I'm nostalgic, crazy, selfish, and forever small. All of this, shortly, I am Pastel. I want to be courageous and have many happy years with the wonderful friends I've made here. Everything I want is to further and expand that love into greater blossoming flowers. If my friends who love me and care will stay by my side, and never abandon me on this journey, maybe we can make a better day, for outside and in.

Forever with love, for absolute freedom and happiness, Pastel ♡

It's time once again to play... REAL or FAKE! Summer Sun Edition.
Feel free to write me a letter about how sharp your eye-sight is. 

My dearest students, I hope you studied well. But even if you didn't, don't worry about it.
Just have fun, do your best, and pwn all the n00bz.

My name reveal. 

Morning

I’m just curious. 

Good morning everyone

Hello, I'm back from work! 

How has everypony's day been? 

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Nini friends 💖🌸

I’m gonna go and lay down for a while.

Feeling sickly in the gut, see you all later.

Night

Holey Moley, Portal ripped off Totally Spies! 

The latter had a character named Gadget Lending And Distribution Interactive System.

Fun fact: this character happened 3 years before the release of the first Portal game 

Today I learned that my 9th grade swimsuit still fits me.

Yikes.

 I just got up for a second and immediately doubled over in pain. Severe chest pain just below my right rib cage. I couldn’t breathe. Now it’s gone. That was scary.

Going to try to head to sleep. Have a good night everyone.

Morning friends 💖🦋

have a good day today