Pandora

My mother has said some very foul things, yesterday was really unpleasant.
Today i'm just trying to seek peace with the things she said but that doesn't mean i don't feel miserable from it all.
All i did yesterday wasn't right, heh, it's silly how someone can get ticked off for tiny things..She even literally got mad on me for me washing my hands, like..what?
This family never ever talks about things.. that's what makes it harder for me to understand.

& a person i entrusted with things sadly took everything like a joke which made me feel ten times worse about the situation.

Today's a day where i want to work on being happy as it's my bestfriends bday but god.. this negativity kills me so much.