FlutteringGuardian

but thanks for responding I honestly expected no one to actually respond *hug*

Oh my, feels like reading my own thoughts, except the number there is higher in my case.

Sorry to hear you feel this way, I know how much it sucks. :c

People say, that time heals all wounds, but for years, I beg to differ, as it only widens them. 

Edit: And I totally get the "ignore these type of status updates of mine", I also prefer if nobody asks how I am doing, and prefer not to receive any replies when I let something out either. So, don't mind my reply there.  

Learn from your mistakes is the only thing you can do since you can't change the past. Only learn from it. Apply in the future.... Do bot wallow on it.

Like a game once said: don't be sorry.... Be better....boy.

Sorry i can only reference game quotes.... See i learned something from games! Who says that games rot once brain

Its up to you on how you live.