Luna Velvet

Hey everyone I won't be back for a while I have been feeling terrible lately (mentally) 

I started to feel dead emotionally I can't seem to find any joy in anything 

I feel like I have nobody in irl that cares about me

I wish I had someone that would tell me everything will be alright 

I am an uninteresting person My entire life is boring I have nothing good to tell It's why I Don't chat much I have nothing to say

I have been living with crazy social anxiety I can't send messages to people normally I don't go to the doctor when I have issues (and I still have those issues) and I don't talk to anyone even when I like that person

I Dislike being an adult everything feels cold and toxic it's like everyone went bipolar on me after I turned 18 I mean I understand I have more responsibilities and Stuff but you don't have to act like an complete ***hole 

My education was terrible as well I'm not sure if I even have a form of education because of my autism they have been focusing on my behavior and not my education now I feel like an embarrassment When people ask me a question I'm not Sure if I can answer cuss I usually don't have a answer 

I got to thank everyone on here for everything Ik know I may not chat much or do stuff on here but you all are amazing and have been nice to me

I won't be back for a while Maybe a few weeks or a few months So goodbye for now