Vefka

Who would've thought that "Recommended for you" section can actually have music that I like. Now I'm absolutely loving this song!

Cute female vocals go really well with heavy music and screaming

Aww, thanks for kind words, steam

I was on my first party!

I don't know the eng term for this, but it's a traditional uni party for first year students. It was almost like a typical party from american highschool movies, and quite new experience for me. I liked it

Though it's not so funny after 5am when all drunk people are sleeping and sober ones are trying not to fall asleep

Got my first payment from the uni and that's the first thing I bought

The university made me realize the saddest delusion in my life. I'm not good at math, I'm good at solving math problems from textbooks

For 11 years of school I was learning to solve typical problems without thinking. It was just "Here's a formula/algorithm, use it to solve next 50 problems and them we'll give you a new formula/algorithm". I had the best final math test result in school, got accepted in the main uni of the nearest megapolis in one of the best faculty there, only to realize that I wasn't actually good at math all along. The actual math isn't about solving problems, it's about proving theorems/such things and using your knowledge outside of typical tasks. Today we got the results of the first test and only 5 out of 27 in my group managed to get at least acceptable mark. Mind you, they're all people with pretty high final exams results

Sadly, I have only 3 months to learn to think

I moved to the uni dorm the day before yesterday and things are... not like I expect, I think I'm out of luck here

For the bad news: 

The administration settles students randomly, so I live now with two senior students and only one freshman. And the freshman came here with a friend, so he spends all his time with him and don't even live in the dorm (he lives in the hotel with parents while they're here). Two seniors haven't come yet, so I'm practically alone

The room is absolute mess, but I can't clean it because there are a lot of items of seniors. It almost seems like they promptly evacuated: tshirts, toothbrushes, masks, textbooks, opened bottle of water, etc, everything is just lying here

There are also some good news:

I'm trying to think positively. When the studying starts I hope I'll find friends from the same faculty and then I can try to move to their dorm

I also met with my friend who applied in the same uni and another friend will come here soon too

I was accepted in the university with a scholarship

I'm moving in a dorm in less than a week. The uni is in another city and I'm a bit scared, but I hope everything will be fine

Plus two of my friends were accepted in the same uni and one of them might live in the same dorm