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I miss my life. <Vent>
I don't know what to say here, just want to get a few things off my chest and vent. I basically am at a time in my life where there is nothing left, it feels like I have very few friends in my life, people who really care. that my life is getting shorter the older I get, and I am only 27, I just, don't know what I am trying to say, I am just a little lonely, I guess and miss my life, and I mean my past life, being younger, going to school and seeing all my friends and having things to do, having what felt like I had a purpose in life, I don't know what to do anymore, all I do is sit home, alone most of the time, with nothing to do, life is just, so, empty now, nothing is the same anymore, things use to be so much better back in the day, I remember when I first joined this site, the good times I had, the friends I made, the people I met, now I feel like everyone is, gone, and no really cares anymore, I just, feel no matter what I do, no matter where I go, no matter what happens, nothing really changes or gets better, things just, aren't the same, like they use to be, no matter what, I feel like I don't fit in anywhere, that no one really likes me at all, I feel like most people just, dislike me or even hate me, and want nothing to do with me, I don't know, maybe its just me but its just how I feel, I feel, really depressed all the time and really lonely and tired and I don't know what to do, I am sorry if I sound like a cry for attiention, I am not trying to do that. I'm just saying what's on my mind, I feel like I have no life at all, no real friends, no real love life, no family that truly cares about me, that I am just, alone, where no where to go or no where to be. like I said, I miss the way things use to be, if I could back in time, I go back to my high school days, those where some of the best times in my life, I miss everything I had back then, and for all the things that I screwed up and can't fix now, I'd do anything to have a second chance. anyways, I'm just, sitting here with my memories, my thoughts, wishing I could go back and relive what I had, but in the end, the truth is, there is no going back, I just have to expect that, and live the life I have now and just, well, say good bye to the past, no matter how good it was. I just wish things could be better, anyways, I'm done, sorry for this vent.-
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@Princess Silky Thank you for your kindness.
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I cannot wait until this Tuesday
which thankfully is only tomorrow, I am super excited for the mail to arrive, I ordered something online that I've really been wanting to get for quite some time now. I just hope it does show up tomorrow like the tracking info says on the website.
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Good morning, to whatever friends I have left on here.
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@Astral Soul Good morning, my friend, how are you today?
@Sparklefan1234 Hello there and good morning, how goes it?
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Im good and you?
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@Astral Soul Doing pretty good today, thank you.
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Merry Christmas, my friend.
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@Astral Soul You're welcome.
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Merry Christmas
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@Astral Soul Merry Christmas
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@Rising Dusk Thank you.
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Just wanted to share my Blue 3DS XL with you guys, I love this thing. and it is not forsale. ever. -
"In life, you'll fight your toughest battles, but in the end, you will find true happiness, you just need to know where to find it"
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I guess friends really don't last forever. I mean, maybe that's why ends, is in the word, fri(ends).
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@Sparklefan1234 I'm sorry, and I'm alright, just happy to have you as my friend.
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Got myself a indigo, Nintendo GameCube yesterday.- Show previous comments 1 more
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@Kyoshi, and @Gun Metal Zebra
I have two GameCubes. a Indigo one and then a Black one.
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Happy Hearths Warming! 
