Scarlet02

So... Update on my Life

For all of you that were wondering where I disappeared to for like a month. Well, I think it was a month or maybe it was a little longer. I can't remember now, but it was some online relationship drama kinda thing. My boyfriend (now my ex) was wanting me to stop talking to everyone and stop being on the forums even though I wanted to stay on here since I enjoy talking to the people on here.

Why didn't I just say "Fuck off!" to Him

It was mostly this feeling that I wouldn't find another person to be with, but really I can if I want to. At the time though, I didn't think I could say no to him or do anything that he didn't like and it made me feel like I was trapped with no way out and I hated that feeling. Of course, I had a way out I just didn't see it at first so I disconnected myself from him eventually and here I am now. I'm really happy I decided to cut him off though because I have more free time to do what I want to and I feel way less stressed out now since he would expect me to be in a call with him at all times. If I accidentally took too long because I got preoccupied with something like maybe chores or just talking to my family he would just yell at me about it.

I'm happy to say that's no longer happening, but that's what has been going on when I disappeared.