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  1. time to watch tv, lots and lots of tv, there is not need for sleep

  2. Chrysalis is best pony! (well she isn't technically a pony, but she still is best)

  3. My stomach is growling at me, dinner time!!

  4. Life is good!! I've made a new friend! Bringing my total to 3!

  5. I could really go for some tacos. Or waffles. MMMMM waffles....

  6. Time for some Mass Effect 3...

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    2. GrooveBroove

      GrooveBroove

      Ive heard good things about Fallout 2.

      Its my friends favorite game, needless to say he was sad about the way Fallout 3 was handled

    3. Abaddon

      Abaddon

      Your friend is right, fallout 3 was a huge letdown, I spent large portion of my childhood playing fallout 2 and when bethesda's version came out it was as if they were crapping on my childhood :(

    4. GrooveBroove

      GrooveBroove

      In those cases it just seems better if they left it alone.

  7. My life is finally stable again, but why is it so darn hot :(

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    2. GrooveBroove

      GrooveBroove

      Is that a confirmed medical since you could still possibly do it.

      Or you can go with being a Chaplains Assitant, one of my friends does that.

    3. Abaddon

      Abaddon

      if possible its going to take time, I had to drop out of my masters program and ended up in the psych ward :( But that was over a year ago and I'm fully stable now. I will have to look into that, I would love to still pursue that.

    4. GrooveBroove

      GrooveBroove

      Yeah it's definetly something I'd say to keep in mind. Especially when you're feeling more up to it.

  8. Just read My Little Dashie for the first time, so amazing, so many tears shed, I'm both happy and sad now

  9. Time For dinner I need to take a break from staring at my computer screen, my eyes hurt and my stomach is empty and sorry bout my previous post/reponses I'm really tired and when I get tired I get anxious and when I get anxious I have a hard time controling my paranoia. Argh, I wish my brain would slow down.

  10. Well this was a first yesturday and just now I cried for the first time in 2 years. I haven't been able to cry in such a long time, I forgot what it felt like..

    1. Whiteshade

      Whiteshade

      Spilt milk? Do elaborate.

    2. Abaddon

      Abaddon

      because of the meds I'm on, it took away most of my emotions, I felt nothing for such a long time. Only recently have I decreased that medication (seroquel) and in a week I will finally be free of it, I will finally be able to feel again...seroquel almost destroyed me, but I somehow survived.

  11. Yay, so many ideas are bouncing around in my head, now I just need to figure out how to write them down..

    1. Adro2503

      Adro2503

      Ideas for what??

    2. Abaddon

      Abaddon

      That is a good question lol, I've yet to pin them down. I'm a mental health blogger so I'm working on formulating my next post, I'm also trying to create a fanfic and my first role play scenario.

  12. Well it seems like the night is over, time to surf the net and decide my next move.

  13. Argh, I've been cooped up in my apt too long, time to take a break and get dinner. Ill be back in a few hours.

  14. I have an idea for a possible fanfic, anypony willing to listen to it, and where could I get critiques?

    1. Legendary Emerald

      Legendary Emerald

      Send me a PM about it and I'll get back to you about it tomorrow.

    2. False Perception

      False Perception

      Send me a PM about it and I'll get back to you about it this hour.

    3. Abaddon

      Abaddon

      k let me write it up, give me a few minutes.

       

  15. Well now that the tears have stopped, its time to get dinner, Ill be back in a few horus

  16. "Art (or writing) saved me; it got me through my depression and self-loathing, back to a place of innocence" -Jeanette Winterson

  17. I actually got up before 5pm!! Now I'm bummed cause I'm no longer dreaming :(

  18. Yay!! Friday is here Friday is finally here. Crap now I'm bored :(

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    2. False Perception

      False Perception

      I'm nocturnal during the summer as well.

    3. Abaddon

      Abaddon

      Awesome! There is just something amazing about nighttime, the smells, the sky, the stars. That is why Nightmare Moon was right night should reign, always!

    4. False Perception

      False Perception

      And the fact that a lot of people vacation in summer and no one invests in security measures, if you know what I mean...

  19. Yay I'm now a cupcake! It looks amazingly delicious. Dinner Time!!

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    2.  spas-ticShotty

      spas-ticShotty

      I'm gonna set you guys on fire with mah Phoenix powers :o

    3. Abaddon

      Abaddon

      Sooo bright my eyes my eyes *runs out of the room screaming* :)

    4. False Perception

      False Perception

      Finest and Lady Rarity Pony will blind you wit der ahwzome belt buckle badge!!!

  20. Finally, my depression is starting to lift! Hopefully I'm on my way out of the darkness :)

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    2. False Perception

      False Perception

      Please cont. for the char. count cut off rest.

       

      Btw, I was just joking on that previous post. Nice to know you're feeling better.

    3. Abaddon

      Abaddon

      ...remember that there is a world outside of my door. I tend to forget that.

       

      I know you were and thanks :) As I said your comment did help. :) But I do agree, Bieber is a horrific blight on our society. As well as the kardashians. It scares me how popular they are and makes me sick to my stomach :(

    4. False Perception
  21. Nighttime is here time to read more Fallout Equestria: Project Horizons!!!

  22. Why can't it be Friday! Why can't everyday be Friday?

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    2. Marshmallow

      Marshmallow

      I like wednesday better than fridays actually. Cause I don't work on wednesdays.

    3. Abaddon

      Abaddon

      marsh: awesome!! I hope your day off is going well :)

    4. Marshmallow
  23. Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions. - Dalai Lama

  24. I wish I was living in Equestria! Life would be better with hooves!! Maybe then my depression and anxiety would go away.

    1. Ron Jeremy

      Ron Jeremy

      From what I know of depression, it's better to work towards improving reality than to try to live in a fantasy.

    2. AngryGamer432

      AngryGamer432

      I thought the same thing wishing I could live in equestria with depression but unfortunately it is fake

    3. Abaddon

      Abaddon

      Thanks for the responses! And yes, it is better to look towards reality, but some days reality is just too much to handle, so I rely on my fantasies, just as I did when I was a little kid. It helps for a bit, until I realize that it is all a lie. But at least for those few hours, I can be content with myself. I'm just hoping this darkness passes :)

  25. “The word 'happiness' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.” - Carl Jung

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