OverTheStars

I think I like the idea of parties more than actually going. In theory it sounds great: friends, music, games, food, dressing up cute. In reality though it just isn't as fun for me. I get really dizzy or overstimulated in crowded and loud spaces, I don't really like the music, a lot of party games feel sort of repetitive or boring after a while, and it ends up just feeling like you're sitting around awkwardly holding a plate of food in uncomfortable clothes. I really just like hanging out with a few friends casually and watching a movie or doing crafts together. There are some exceptions tho, like my friend had a fantasy themed birthday party where all of the guests were a part of different factions (enchanted forest, dark forest, the castle, mermaid cove) and all the games/food went with the theme. That was really fun, probably because it was more engaging and had more of a 'goal' than a standard party does.

I love, love, love coffee! I've tried to lay off a little bit, but I enjoy it with flavored coffee creamers like chocolate or peppermint. I probably could drink just plain black coffee if I wanted to, but I just don't like the taste as much. If you like sweet stuff in your coffee you should try it with Nesquik

English, which is weird because it's one of my best classes. I guess it's because I really like reading and looking into themes, metaphors, parallels, etc., but I reallllllly hate writing essays. Other than English I've had a few math classes I've hated.

I kind of watch a clump of episodes at a time since most of my free time is spent drawing with shows/videos on in the background. If I have the whole day to myself I can probably watch even more or finish a series depending on it's length. Unfortunately most shows currently only release a 8-10 episodes per season, so the art of binge watching all day has been lost (unless you're watching older shows).

It's 50/50. I don't really like whispering, eating, finger tapping, or really any people-y noises. I do really like the keyboard tapping videos though, where they test out the clicks of different keyboards.

Sort of a medium brown color. Not dark, but not really light either. I used to be really insecure and unhappy with them, but then I heard someone say they were like "bambi eyes" and that they were cute, so I'm happy with them now.

Nope. I understand it as a way for cigarette smokers to slowly wean off smoking, but I don't get why people without previous addictions start. It's soooo frustrating to see my friends with literally no reason to start vaping end up doing it.

Usually I can see the appeal in most things, but... Minimalism - sort of a weird one, but I feel like minimalism for everything has been on the rise. Sometimes it looks neat and stuff, but most the time it just looks bland or boring to me, like companies don't have to put any thought into design or marketing under the guise of "but look at how sleek and simplistic it looks!". I just really like colors and interesting stuff, I'd take tacky over minimal any day. Mascot Horror - Poppy Playtime, Garten of BanBan, etc. I think most of the fandom is made of kids who are probably being exposed to this genre for the first time, so I'll give it a pass. Otherwise it all just seems so shallow and uninteresting. It's not even the quality itself since plenty of stuff I was into as a kid was really low-quality, it just feels...soulless somehow. Most energy drinks - I think they taste fine and I'll drink them if I need to, but a TON of kids at my school are constantly drinking them and even having multiple a day. It goes beyond just needing a quick dose of caffeine, so what is the big draw? Snapchat - seems inconvenient to use. There are a dozen more platforms I'd rather talk to someone on Starbucks - Overpriced and kinda meh. I know old people say this sort of thing all the time, but if you buy a few ingredients and make your own coffee, you can have a ton of your favorite drink there for way cheaper than buying it multiple times a week. A lot of Shounen anime - It's funny because I really like Shoujo or Josei anime, but a lot of Shounen anime is just...meh to me. A lot of my friends are in awe after they recommend "the most peak anime of this decade" to me and I lose interest almost immediately because I don't really care about the characters or the plot or the world or the fighting mechanics or the fighting itself or using the same jokes as almost every other Shounen anime. There are a few I really like, but it's just really hard for me to get into and I can't understand what has people raving about how great it is. Also I have never watched a sports anime because I do not like sports.

Sometimes, especially since I'm not working currently (hopefully that'll change once summer comes), but luckily a lot of the things I like to spend money on are usually pretty cheap.

The mane, tail, eye, and body colors really look like Glory, but the cutie mark is different, although it's still some sort of star shape? Both are Pegasus as well. My best guess is that it's Glory with a mis-printed (or mis-sewn?) cutie mark, but I'm not sure. pic of baby glory for reference Edit: after seeing others post about Starshine's cutie mark, maybe it's possible whoever designed them was given 2 ponies as reference, meaning they combined traits from both?

Thank you, yours and everyone's kind words have meant a lot to me! I'm lucky enough to have a good support system, and I feel like being on this site helps take me mind off irl negativity, the people here are chill

The 3rd quarter of my school year ends today, which I'm very happy about. I might be scared for the future, but after the weeks I've had before break, it's nothing compared to the chaos here. I think I've mentioned it before, but my school district has always struggled with violence, half the students being chronically late/tardy, vaping, drugs, etc. and for the most part this hasn't affected me too much. It's easy to just sort of lock in and stick with people you trust. I've stayed out of trouble for the most part, and other than the various lockdowns we've had over the years, none of the chaos has really reached me. Until the other week. I don't know what happened to spark this sudden shift in behavior, but it all started on Monday when there were two fights in the same day. Some girl (not at our school) threatened to come to our school and fight another girl. The cops were called. At lunch an entirely different fight happened and both parties were broken up. Meanwhile the girl showed up at our school and attempted to FIGHT THE POLICE before getting arrested. It was passing period when it happened so of course everyone was being shoved around by people butting through to see the fight. After school that day, an unofficial school account started posting threats people were submitting to the school. At first it was just stupid stuff like threatening to jump people, but on Tuesday a threat was posted saying that they would wait until after school with a weapon and use it on the crowd of students walking to the buses. The cops show up again. Surprisingly there's no lockdown, but we have to walk an alternative route to the buses which is stupid because if a student really did have a weapon they would know that the route changed because the teachers literally told us that. I get freaked out. My friends tell me that there's no way anyone is actually going to do it. I calm down. For the next few days, several fights break out and a new account pops up that's posting all the videos. A few more threats are posted, which the school tries to keep secret for some reason, but it's on a public account and it's all anyone's talking about. I'm incredibly stressed for the rest of the week. I'm kind of stressed for the rest of the week about it, mostly because in schools around me and even a few times in my school there have been instances where they've found weapons on students. It's such a weird feeling to repeatedly return to the same place every day with a feeling of distrust towards any student you don't know. Spring break comes, I relax for the first time in a while. But now I'm back in school. I'm not really scared anymore like I was the other week, but I'm still not happy here. I don't like high school at all and even though I'm nervous about a few aspects of college, I think I'd rather be there. It's the final stretch though, and I'm close. I've been relying a lot on fictional media to cheer me up, escapism isn't the perfect solution, but it is a nice comfort to have. Sorry if there are any errors or weirdly worded things in here, I'm a bit frustrated while typing this.

A few days ago because my favorite character in the show that I'm watching died! The worst part was that she was a villain who creeped everyone out, so nobody really cared (at least not in the show).

Just wanting to get to know the other members of the club! I'll go first: I was probably around 9-10 years old when my sister was telling me about this new game all her friends at school were playing on their school laptops. At that point in time in our middle school it was common for kids to pirate games (NOT CONDONING btw, pls support game devs, especially indie devs), download them to flash drives, and pass them around to each other so they could all play. My favorite thing in the world was to watch her play these games, so when she brought home Undertale and told me how cool it was, I was really excited. Every night after our parents went to bed (we'd get in trouble if they found out she was not only pirating but playing on her school laptop), we would sit at her desk and I'd watch her play. It's a really nostalgic memory for me and I think it's why I latched on so hard to the game. As for Deltarune, I actually thought it was a fangame at first, so I didn't really seek it out since I didn't really play a lot of fangames. I eventually did realize it was official though and played both chapters.