My room is upstairs at the back of the house. Right outside my window is the roof of the addition that was put onto the house around the time I was born. So when it rains, it's very noisy, but in a nice calming way.
Well, maybe you should try to pay more attention to what you do have in your life than what you don't. You have a girl in your life, and she probably wouldn't want you to feel like this. At least if she deserves you, she should feel that way.