Kyoshi

I guess an inferiority complex is the best thing to call it. I do view myself as a useless wretch compared to a lot of people and especially to most in this fandom. I really do not know why anyone would want to help me. I try as hard as I can to accept myself and my many flaws each day but then I see everyone else and I am reminded that I have a deep hatred for myself. I am unsure what can be done at this point, but anything is better than nothing I guess.

this fandom is something beautiful, and that includes everyone who is joining... I lack talent in so many places, it´s nearly sad, but only nearly, because I can be happy for others to achieve...

in pictures spoken, I´ve met many ponys on here who already got their cutie mark, I don´t have mine yet, neither do you apparently... just keep your mind open, try new stuff every day and be sure, we got your back, bro

Maybe I have no talents. Maybe, just maybe, I have no purpose in life. I have tried tons of things and maybe I just do not give them enough time, but I am good at nothing. I may just be an average low-life who despises his own existence. Yeah, it isn't very productive, but it isn't like anything I do really matters. I just want to say that I would love to be happy with my simple life. I try to appreciate little things if I can. Society shows me that it isn't good enough though.