Kyoshi

Or perhaps failure is just completely inevitable? I mean, I am already a hopeless failure anyways so whatever. Me being dead really would mean nothing to this world. I am just a tiny ant among billions of other tiny ants.

I know because I've been there. The depths of depression won't take over my life. I know you might not be Christian, but if you have done thing to believe in then PRAY, or whatever your religion does. I pray to God every night, and so far it seems He's actually helping me, giving me straight to go on. Of course, I don't let Him do ALL the work.

We start off at neutral things and it's up to us to do what we can. You weren't born a 'failure' you made yourself one by your actions, and you've tricked yourself into thinking/knowing you are one.