Kyoshi

You deserve support man.

You are amazing in your own way. Keep putting yourself down like this, your condition would not improve, It's hard to juggle, but keep looking at the positives and just TRY to see the light, you'll eventually find that happiness you secretly strive for. I am trying to the best I too at least help you the only way I know how.

'You are amazing in your own way', what way is that? Or is that just a clever trick in the same category as 'Everyone is special' (which by the way that is a bunch of bullshit). All I have ever done is burden others because of my problems and you know what, I wish I was never born. I wish my birth would have failed and I would have died then. My parents were probably so hopeful when they had me, they probably thought that their son was going to be great, they were wrong.