Kyoshi

There really isn't anything about me that makes me deserve friends, other than I am just some idiot that exists and that's about it.

Believing in oneself doesn't matter. If one is not cut out for things than that is just the reality of things. That comment just screams of cliché. Maybe I cannot make things better hence why I feel so down a lot. Perhaps it is completely out of my power. I know that people care about me, but they shouldn't. I really am not worth caring about.

And I hope I do. I don't exactly deserve to live. For one, I get disability, or a lesser form of it. So I am not in college (complete waste of time) and I don't have a job. I cannot drive either due to different factors. Not everything is as simple as you make it out to be. Everyone is different and everyone's life is different in many ways. Also, I never complain about my life, I just wish I could kill myself because I hate me, that's all.