Kyoshi

What I am trying to say is don't blame yourself for anything, I am the fucking moron here, always have been. I try not to burden others but I always seem to eventually. I just wish I didn't exist because of that. If I am worthless at the very least I want to not burden others but I do anyways.

It's ok. But Kyoshi..when you talk about your life on here..do you want advice? Do you want people to try to help? Or do you simply want somebody to listen?

I don't know. I guess I just post as some kind of outlet. The Internet is a good place to do that, as if you are letting your voice out but you can't really burden others with it, which I would do if I did this to people around me. So I guess there is some kind of positive to take from my pointless posts. I don't actively seek advice because I realize that there isn't much that can be done or said and that would just waste the time of other people, burdening them too and that...