Kyoshi

I am not some normal person like you jackleapp, I am not some amazing college student with a job and worthwhile traits that could actually make his family proud. I am just some peace of shit nobody that lives with his dad, has extreme social and anxiety problems, gets disability, cannot drive, and has no real purpose to anyone.

You're right. I don't know anything about your life, and I shouldn't have said anything. Forget what I said, and treat it like total bullshit. Because I'm not a psychologist, and I don't know the right things to say at the right time. I thought that saying what I said might help, but obviously, I was wrong. I'm sorry

In the end I blame myself though anyways so don't worry about that. I don't blame anyone else. Yeah, my cards in life are kinda not there but still, I am a piece of shit regardless and no one else can change that, it's just that I really cannot change it either. So in the end, it really is all on me regardless of anything. All I do I burden everyone around me, even on the fucking Internet, that's kinda weird. I cannot do anything right it seems but that's obvious.