Trying so damn hard to get in a decent mood at least. It is just so difficult for me nowadays. Even trying to enjoy the simple things is difficult. I know I make a lot of updates at times but I do that when I feel completely mixed up.
*sigh*... Kyoshi, what's going on that you are feeling this way? Why are you so dark nowadays? i mean seriously, you've gotten to be more dark than I am. And i live in the dark. literally!
yes, this is true... but i mean i literally live in the dark. As in, i-get-sixteen-hours-of-sleep-because-i-sleep-during-the-day-and-work-during-the-night live in the dark.
