No, tonight is ruined. I know it is. No amount of 'positive thinking' will change the outcome. I have hated myself for years now, but it seems to be getting worse as time goes on. I literally see nothing to like when it comes to me.
Why not? What has caused you to dislike yourself,the one person who you should love unconditionally? We all have redeeming qualities and to hate ones self is to cast ones soul into the abyss,and trust me it aint fun or edgy as ppl claim
Why would I hate myself to be 'edgy or have fun'? I hate myself because I see nothing about me that is worth anything. I am more of a failure and worthless than anything else.