Personally, I am convinced that I deserve to be dead. Instead, out of the fear of death, I am still alive, wasting the time of every single person around me.
Oh yay, I am a fellow Brony. Honestly, that means nothing, at all. In reality, I am worthless and all I am is a waste of time. Even within this fandom, I am a talentless waste of skin.
Dude, if you feel that way, don't be nothing, be something! I feel like nothing but i'm working towards being something every day and i'm making progress.