How is everyone tonight? I feel kinda lonely I guess. Otherwise tonight is okay. I am also thinking, I want to be a better friend to you all if I can. Just something I am thinking about. When am I not thinking though. XP
@Nick, I wish to do that too, with so many different people. I just want to feel that how I live my life is fine, that it's okay to just be me. That's one of the biggest struggles I have had. It's one of those things that fuels the fear part too. It is like a self fueling cycle.
@Zygen, It really isn't a matter of 'am I happy in life' as yes, happiness in that regard doesn't always happen. It's more of 'Can I be happy with myself?', that's one of my bigger struggles, especially when I compare myself to others.
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