Kyoshi

look at all the people

trying to care for you

Well, it is a bunch of different thoughts and feelings, but this particular instance, it is that this site is starting to feel like a certain thought that I have had, that nothing good ever lasts no matter how good it is. This forum is the only community that I actually feel like I belong in, yet lately so many are getting banned left and right, perma banned no less. Doesn't really create a positive atmosphere to me..I know I am very negative at times, but still.

This is going on top of all of my other thoughts and anxieties too...There are just different things going through my head and I don't have much of an escape.