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  • Birthday December 18

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    Not wired like the rest

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    Home of the free, the sick and depraved
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    Redeem me into childhood, show me myself without a shell

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  1. Kyoshi

    It is nights like this that make me wonder if the self hatred is actually getting worse. There will be days where I think I can block it out but then comes along a night like this to remind me that it's still there. I hope to get a new med soon, but I don't think any medication will make me like myself.

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    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      That is what joy is for me nowadays. Just something to delude myself for a short while. Something to make me temporarily forget about how life is only going to get worse. About my inferiority to other people. I can enjoy something simple, something I like, but it is only a matter of time before the realizations come back. I feel like meds will have the exact same effect.

    3. Dewdlz

      Dewdlz

      Yeah and it feels like it'll be forever. Like we're both young so we can only imagine worse for the future, I'm the same way. It's better to feel something though, I would rather be abused in some way just to be acknowledged that I exist. Isolation is complete insanity for me.

    4. NeedsMoreGoth

      NeedsMoreGoth

      If we like you, how can you not like yourself? You're just human with problems like every other person out there. You can always change your interests and desires, practice new skills and gain new abilities. You can do whatever you want. So you are not inferior, you're awesome. Not to mention strong if you can put up with some of the insensitive bastards like me.

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