Yeah, and my 'popularity' is fading entirely. Yet some other people are just adored by the forums. I just want to know that I matter and I am not sure if I matter at all now. Especially not compared to many others. Just like my real life.
I wouldn't worry if you can help it. You are definitely one of the members I take particular notice of when I see a post or status update from you, at least.
It is really hard not to worry about it. I have no worth with anything else in my life and I thought this community is where I could give my life a little bit of that worth...Yet I cannot do anything right here either.
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