I am just not sure I know what to do anymore. I know I have friends here, but each day I worry if it will be the last day I have those friends. I think I am not good enough. On top of the other worries I constantly have. I don't want to bring any of you down with my nonsense though.
And make no mistake, I always appreciate all of you regardless of how I feel about myself. *hugs* How I feel about myself is the struggle. Well, one of them. I sincerely appreciate every single one of you and I am grateful. I just hope I am doing enough.