Kyoshi

It is a double edged sword I suppose. I think my brain wasn't brought into the world with the best of care, with my mom being an alcoholic while she was pregnant with me and also was a smoker, and who knows what else. And hydrocephalus. The positive is that there are good points to my personality that come from my mental disorders, but I just ddn't think the positives outweigh the negatives.

AND SEE!!! ^^ Right there too, that's the amazing thing about the brain too. It LITERALLY decides how it perceives itself simply via the user's perspective. You don't think the positives outweigh the negatives, and therefore that's what you'll see manifest into reality. If the opposite was the case, you'd see the opposite. It's really quite fascinating, the brain is basically a hyper-programmable quantum super-computer! Realizing this too is like...

Realizing this is half the job (They seriously need to up the char. limit on these stauses. <<)

But like, even too in the sense of "disorders"... That's another thing, "disorders", in my mind, aren't "real"... I mean, they're a thing, yeah... But like, in terms of taking an individual in holistically, y'know, everything contributes to their uniqueness as a whole. ^^