Kyoshi

All right, I am going to sleep. Well, no, I am not. Just thought I would be the amazing non conformist. Kinda bored right now. Not sure on what to do.

This error is bugging me....Must....fix.....

"Ugh....I think I ate too much pie...." That line is legendary. Why? I DON'T KNOW. Also, hello friends. How is the weather? (Cheap conversation alert)

I feel a sense of renewed ness with the forums. Hopefully that is a good thing.

New theme overall is starting to really appeal to me. Uber tablet friendliness for the win I'd say. Overall, it is nice. A nice change of pace. My stupid depression outburst earlier blocked that from me. I really do think it is nice so far.

Do any of you have the ability to travel through the Internet? Probably not, but if you do somehow, let me know.

I really feel like hurting myself so much right now. Self punishment, for me being a piece of trash essentially. Makes sense I think.

The self hatred kicks back in, full force.

I have lost most of my motivation to something important, mainly because there really isn't a point.

To share my pointless anniversary banners or not....Meh. Also, word of advice, never buy any electronics made by Eclipse.

Not sure if you noticed but I completed your request a while ago. Unless it wasn't up to par...

I swear if I ever get a new laptop, I am going to completely annihilate my current one, with a smile on my face while doing so.

Smurrrrrrrp. Perhaps something will work out today. It is almost midnight but whatever, something might actually work out. In the meantime I am going to stare at my avatar. That makes me feel a bit better.

It is interesting how much I tried to stay positive about today, I was convinced that it would be a good day. According to some people I have talked to, that is all you have to do, think positive and things will go well. As a result, today has been one of the shittiest days I have had in a while, in term of my anxiety and whatnot.

I have noticed a type of humor that is used a lot around here and it is kinda lost it's charm. Over saturation I guess.

Ya know, if you are going to talk to someone who is indeed depressed and you don't know what to say, just say nothing instead of resorting to 'Have fun feeling sorry for yourself'. Yep, because as we all know, self hatred is a blast.

No matter how positive I try to be, I am always reminded of my bleak and pointless future.

Out of boredom, I am randomly picking Twilight vectors thaty I have gathered in this past year and adding wings to them if they don't have them. Yep. Because I can.

"The reality is that most of us are losers and our time isn't really all that valuable." - The Amazing Atheist (TJ Kirk)

Makes me glad to really see more and more positive nature come back in regards to the show. Then again it may have always been there, the negative ones are probably more vocal. Either way, I am hungry. I need some Sugar Rice Krinkles.

Went to my appointment today. Very basic stuff. It was just an information gathering thing for the therapist, whom I have an appointment with on October 14th. It is a start I suppose.

The anxiety has picked the best night to strike me down. The one time I actually have to get up at a certain time and I cannot sleep.

Final Fantasy boss battle themes, particularly 6-11, those are very under appreciated as pieces of music.

I have an appointment with a counselor person tomorrow. Not sure how that is going to go but hopefully good. I should be asleep but I guess I will listen to music then proceed to attempt to sleep. Not sure of that will work. I am STILL happy about that news from yesterday though.

Not to be negative, but I really seem to suck at doing vectors without a reference image. At least, that is what it seems like.