Kyoshi Frost Wolf

YOU MADE THAT?! Dude, that's awesome!

@Latino, Well, I did not make the Soarin art itself, just the avatar, so background and stuff, with some added stuff to the image.

Oh ok. You did a good job with the background though. Really matches well.

Well, I figured out last night that my banners are pointless. Mine did not get anywhere near the praise the current one is getting and the only reason this one is getting praise is because it is 'dark and edgy'. I don't like it, but it doesn't change that don't have much talent. On top of that, I am just useless in general. I hate myself basically. That is why my mood is always ruined, because I always remember how much I hate myself and how pointless I am in comparison to...

Everyone else. I am pretty inferior to most people.

Site glitch. Typical. Either way, I suck at whatever I do.

I suppose I am correct then.

Don't have anything to argue with, so I must agree.

None of the compliments you receive are unwarranted.

Awesome, I'm happy to hear that!

Sounds great dude. Hope it keeps getting better.

I'm happy to hear that, hope you get better

"Neato."

I should start saying that more xD

Or, considering the banners and signatures you made, and how high quality they are, maybe they are being sincere.

One thing that really annoys me is when people say my compliments are insincere.

I never said anyone specifically, just in general. Maybe they are, I just cannot tell anymore.

I liked yours a lot.

It still sucked regardless, like most of my work. I sure did not see anyone complimenting it like this one is being complimented now.

It's awesome you're trying to keep the bad thoughts away.

@Antidermis, I have qualities? News to me.

@Kyoshi: Yes, you have qualities, and a lot of them

I am not seeing them.

It's a long wait, but we are all eager for Season 4. :3

We'll wait with you. XD

Well, I'm not on a hiatus, but I didn't feel the need to re-watch it recently. And I didn't even buy a single comic yet... Hm...

I am on a show hiatus too. Mostly just been playing video games to occupy my time while waiting for season 4.

ISN'T THAT JUST NEAT?!

you're obvious to the difference. no wait, oblivion.

Looming, not looking. It is probably looking at me though and laughing.

I know you like Equestria girls. Have you bought it yet? It's a little thing but you can look forward to watching it again. I hope you can find something positive to think about.

maybe you could find some new interests? if you are able to find something you find genuinely fun/interesting, you'll look forward to focusing on that interest.

@ILTPI, I already have it on Bu Ray and the only reason I am not watching it again is because it reminds me too much of season 4, which is a huge tease. Sounds really weird, but meh.

@fimdashie, I do have different interests but I am having trouble enjoying any of them, thanks to depression and other issues. These same reasons are why I am not really exploring newer interests as well.

Yeah I know some friends who have sort of the same struggle

I sure hope the struggle ends soon for you

With the help of anti-depressants and a counselor, I might be able to. I know I cannot do it alone at this point. Might seem pathetic, but it is what it is I suppose.

Gah, I forgot some words in there, I always do that. Almost like I have some form of dyslexia or something. :| Given how wonky my brain is, I probably do.

Great to see you're feeling better than normal. I feel sad when I see sad status updates.

@ThePink (Pinkmist)

Indeed, 'tis a sad feeling ;^;

Welcome back, Kyoshi

It is good to see that no harsh feelings are present. Makes me feel a bit better about it all.

Welcome back Kyoshi

Oh. I apologize for restating something you already know.

...What makes you sad?

Myself mainly. There are things about my life in general that I hate, but my life is not that bad, in fairness. I mainly just hate myself with a passion. I have different mental problems and there are things that I cannot do that others can and I just feel like a waste of flesh and a failure. I used to not feel this way, but it has been getting worse over time. I have been trying to just accept myself for who I am, but I look around at everyone else and I remember why I hate myself.

But why do you hate yourself? You seem very kind. I would not mind being around you, mental problems or not. You are who you are, and there's nothing wrong with that.

If you can't do things other people can, so what? You're different that's all.