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  1. Making a status update every 3-5 minutes is the coolest thing since sliced f*ck, apparently.

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    2. Bohtty

      Bohtty

      Not a new thing at all. People have always done that.

    3. long gone

      long gone

      Have you tried turning your status updates off and on again?

    4. Inactive Account

      Inactive Account

      DAMMIT! I got 999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 more warning points for that

  2. Making a status update every 3-5 minutes is cool, apparently.

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    2. Dsanders

      Dsanders

      It's life!

    3. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      Nobody's life is that interesting, I can almost probably guarantee that.

    4. Dsanders

      Dsanders

      I know. It's funny though how some treat it like that

  3. So, I have a lot of sig requests currently. I will try to get them done when I can. So many, but hopefully I can do them right. Beyond that, I am boring as usual.

  4. I guess I will finally sleep. I have a big day of absolutely nothing ahead of me.

  5. I just realized, I might not be on the forums much, if at all, today, due to different reasons. I guess that is for the best anyways, because this place really does get annoying after prolonged exposure.

  6. Olen yksi tylsä valo miljoonien kirkkaampia valoja. Jos se häivyttää, se merkitsisi mitään. I am a dull light among billions of brighter lights. If I fade, it would mean nothing.

  7. Just randomly going through Facebook posts that I have made after becoming a Brony. At some point, it seems my depression really started to kick in and it just seems to keep deteriorating as time goes by. It some ways, it is u explainable. I want a positive feeling to come back to me...

  8. Today has been....good, for what it was. Far better than yesterday. My anxiety last night was dreadful.

    1. ~Silver Essence~

      ~Silver Essence~

      Today has been good, lately, I haven't had a good day in weeks.

  9. Last night was absolutely horrid. Today might be a little better, but that is not saying much.

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    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      I may do that later.

    3. ShadowFoxz

      ShadowFoxz

      sure just let me know

    4. ShadowFoxz

      ShadowFoxz

      Dear kyoshi it have come to my attention that you are moving towards commiting suicide But i want to tell that suicide fixes nothing i know this from experiance cause i once tried to kill myself and i was sucess for 1 hr and a half. i did it in the woods close to my house i stabbed my chest i collapsed and my heart gave out luckily a retired parametic found me and Gave me cpr for 30min to restart my heart. PLEASE DON'T MAKE THE MISTAKE I MADE, SUICIDE NEVER SOLVES ANYTHING

  10. I feel that if my depression and whatnot keeps getting worse, I may leave the forums, for a long while. I don't know yet. Nothing seems clear right now. I am in a state of calmness right now, but also at a complete low. I am tired of burdening others though.

    1. ShadowFoxz

      ShadowFoxz

      You should not say that.

      you are not a burden to others,you just lost your way but i can help you find your way again BECAUSE NOBODY GETS LEFT BEHIND.

    2. ShadowFoxz

      ShadowFoxz

      Here is a quote that might help Olen vahva, koska olen kerran ollut heikko, olen elossa, koska minulla oli kerran Dead, olen viisas, koska olin kerran typerää. please let me know if you need this quote to be translated.

  11. I know what all of that negative build up was leading to, an extreme anxiety attack. I had been feeling something wrong all day and it just took one random thing to set off the spark. In the end of it all, I can safely say that my dad is a moron. I don't need to insult myself again, I do that enough as is.

  12. Nothing to do. Not tired at all. Nothing sounds enjoyable whatsoever. I guess I will just sit here and ponder my meaningless and futile future. Life is good, except when it isn't, which is all the time.

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    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      I am unsure on what it will do anymore to say anything. I cannot say anything that hasn't already been said in some way. I really do feel completely hopeless at this point though. This self hatred feels like it is just getting deeper and deeper as time goes by.

    3. DaReaper

      DaReaper

      Ohh man sorry to hear that, gitta start thinking positive things will get better and dint hate yourself

    4. DaReaper

      DaReaper

      This is a lil cheesy but here you go http://cheezburger.com/6484425728

  13. Nothing is enjoyable anymore. Everything that I once enjoyed in the past, now feels meaningless. I am finding it impossible to be positive about anything anymore.

    1. Just some guy

      Just some guy

      Did something happen mate? :c

    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      No, I am just a worthless sack of putrid shit who deserves to be hung by barbed wire, I hate myself with every single fucking piece of my being.

  14. Turhaa! Your opinions are useless! Turhaa! Your opinions are false! Turhaa! Your opinion doesn't matter! Turhaa! Like the rest of us all!

    1. Inactive Account

      Inactive Account

      That will cost you 9999999999999999999999999999999 warning points.

    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      These are song lyrics that I just came up with. :D It describes our position perfectly.

  15. My level of apathy seems to be rising. Maybe there is a part of me that has something in common with post-transformation Kyoshi after all. If I could be him entirely, I would.

    1. ReGen

      ReGen

      I always thought you based Kyoshi off of yourself. That what I did.

    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      That is the interesting part of the character. His prior transformation self is based off of me. Useless, filled with self hatred and anxiety, no social skills or talents, etc. His post transformation self is based off of the type of person that I wish I was.

    3. ReGen

      ReGen

      That's deep stuff, man.

  16. So........Is anyone at all interesting in this? http://mlpforums.com/topic/66282-hey-artists-i-have-a-request-for-art/ I guess I don't blame any of you if you are not.

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    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      I don't see why not I guess.

    3. longgone

      longgone

      I wish you would cheer up ;_;

       

      *hug*

    4. DaReaper

      DaReaper

      Thanks I woukd draw it for you but it would only be a stick figure

  17. I really need to starting updating my status every 3-5 minutes. Just because.

    1. ReGen

      ReGen

      u shuld it maeks u c00lr

  18. MLP Forums: A conformist hive-mind, apparently.

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    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      @NH, that is the thing. This is a MLP forum. EqD is more than a news site, it is also home to tons of media and other things in the fandom, though I do not go there often. It seems that Feld0's plans are to make the whole 'Poniverse' thing much more than the forums, which really seems like a complete waste of resources, in my opinion.

    3. Inactive Account

      Inactive Account

      Watch out, talk like that will get you outrageous warning points. Look at my profile.

    4. Vaporeon

      Vaporeon

      I've never seen anyone get warning points for something like that.

  19. The cold. The steel. The razor. The blade. The tighter the noose, the faster we fade.

  20. Well, there goes my mood. This self hatred will never end. I really wish I did not fear death so much.

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    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      Kinda both I guess. The only important reason to why I wish I did not fear it so much, is because I wish I could just end my life at this point.

    3. longgone

      longgone

      But then I would be sad ;_;

       

      Surely things will get better.

       

       

    4. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      Sadly, it is very unlikely. My future looks incredibly bleak and pointless. Nothing I do even matters and I don't do anything special to begin with. My entire existence is completely futile.

  21. I have a strong feeling that this is going to be completely overlooked. http://mlpforums.com/topic/66282-hey-artists-i-have-a-request-for-art/

  22. Debating on dropping out of making sigs entirely...

    1. Quilava
    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      Basically, everything I make is insanely mediocre at best.

  23. Are you an artist? Want something to do? Check out my request: http://mlpforums.com/topic/66282-hey-artists-i-have-a-request-for-art/ That is, if you want to.

  24. Today is going to be a bad day? Basically.

    1. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

      XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

      Brother, what makes the assumption in which you believe today shall be a displeasing day when in reality it's righteous?

    2. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      Sadly, you are incorrect. What might be a good day for you, is just another pointless day for me.

    3. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

      XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

      Of course, things such as this are within the eye of the beholder.

       

      But I still wonder as to what's bothering you which makes you believe today is a pointless day.

  25. I may make a request of my own soon. Mainly just for drawings. I really want to see what could come of it.

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