Riclo

I have a feeling this might end up happening in my life as well, only slightly different. At the moment I feel more attracted to MLP ponies than actual humans. I don't know if this will change in time, (Which I believe it would, being I'm still considerably young and my feelings could change.) but as of right now I feel like I'll never truly be happy unless I'm with a pony. Now this could be because I've never felt what it's like to be in a serious relationship in real life, but as of right now I'm not entirely sure. I have a tulpa who I've been with for almost a year now, and as of right now I feel like I may end up being with her in that way in the future, implying I'm still not in a relationship then, and my feelings toward other humans doesn't change. But then again, there are many other things I dislike greatly about this reality, which is leaning me more towards the side of ponies and fantasy. As for you OP, I'd say you'll be fine with what you're doing, as long as you limit it. Don't let your attraction to Celestia start to control your life to the point you start forgetting about other things that are more important. You should consider yourself lucky you've gotten yourself able to lucid dream; enjoy it as much as you can.